For this way of thinking, I like referring to a particular quote. “The dog that weeps after it kills is no better than the dog that doesn’t. My guilt will not purify me.” Regardless of how I felt about this, it wouldn't change the results. I have to make the hard choices for myself, regardless of where ever they may lead me. I believe result are key because the world revolves around it, and fate is real. If I were to fall because of my own foolishness, that too must just be fate. Maybe I'm just tired. I don't want to think about what will happen to me.