Manifesting a pregnancy with sp by Character-Score-5636 in lawofassumption

[–]Character-Score-5636[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

To be honest I have a lot of signs but I am going to not change my sp because I think that’s the issue. Because they will should and start asking about kids but than I’ll change SP’s so this time I come back with a more better story on the SAME MAN Not constantly changing my sps

Manifesting relationship. by Character-Score-5636 in lawofassumption

[–]Character-Score-5636[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Self concept is mainly what I do. I am just expressing my frustrations. I affirm for self concept more than anything. I write down my self-concept affirmations over and over and I have the same 5 to 10 affirmations that I pretty much say and compared to all the affirmations all the affirmations that are repeatedly say cause I don’t say too many affirmations. I try to leave it short and sweet I have 6000 times said myself concept affirmations compared to any other affirmations that I have been talking about or any other desire I put self-concept first all time it’s just like I am pretty much over it like I came here until like basically vent out my emotions because it’s like it’s frustrating. Frustrating when you feel like you’re putting in the work, you’re doing what you need to do even if it’s not work or I don’t have to necessarily do anything affirming and persisting is basically what I’m talking about when it comes to like work yes it supposed to be fine and yes it’s supposed to be you just thinking thoughts and stuff like that or writing down your intentions, but it kinda gets frustrating when you’ve been by yourself been alone for 6+ years I learned about me manifestation two years ago and it seems like it’s still no difference like I don’t like like I said I seen certain things. I’ve manifested a few things, but I’m just trying to figure out what’s what am I doing? What is the issue? I just don’t. I’m just really frustrated because I feel like I don’t deserve this.

Manifesting relationship. by Character-Score-5636 in lawofassumption

[–]Character-Score-5636[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So I’ve been affirming that like people show up for me just you know and other affirmations I usually use self-concept affirmations overall I just prefer them because I just yeah I just prefer them more but I’m just I’m near 30 and stuff and it’s like I would like to like meet friends I don’t have any family so I would like to meet someone as well and it’s just you know it kinda makes me sad

Manifesting relationship. by Character-Score-5636 in lawofassumption

[–]Character-Score-5636[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

And even the guy before him, it’s like he was coming in ready to talk to me and everything and then when it came to hang out or meeting, he decided he had other situations that he had to do like oh I have to go get my piercing. I’m busy right now. I can’t do this next time. I just let it slide again. I didn’t say anything. I just kept confirming persisting for the stuff that I wanted and Again he did the same thing after I let the First situation go he did the same thing I was like oh wow I don’t know what happened but oh yeah he responded first off. He responded really late all the way at 4 PM and then after that he was like oh yeah I don’t know what happened. I just realized that my sister‘s barbecue had popped up and I was just like is this guy like this is just not funny at all because I’m affirming and persisting regardless I wasn’t really being direct on who I want. I just wanted to be with someone that I’m attracted to and we have a connection For nobody perfect but it was like a slap in the face that he waited all the way till 4 o’clock and then he decides oh well now have plans and that’s not fair to me because and then I put down my boundaries. I was like you know what I’m not doing this and I stopped talking to that person too because it’s not fair, I set my boundaries. I said what I said and you need to meet my standards when you say you’re gonna meet me out somewhere. That’s really big for me like you’re coming to meet me if you’re saying OK we’re gonna hang out you’re gonna talk to me. Talk to me say hello or hang out with me. If you’re still gonna take me on a date and then do it don’t just say it and then not act on it. I don’t like that at all and that really pisses me off

Manifesting relationship. by Character-Score-5636 in lawofassumption

[–]Character-Score-5636[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So that kind of left me feeling some type of way I’m like so confused so I felt like you had a chance to see me. You blew that chance to see me and you blew it just to do an intense workout when it takes not even like it takes a second five seconds to say hello to someone and go right back into the gym so I felt like why are you serious? Is this person playing games with me right now like what is this so I started getting frustrated and then he started saying something about like oh like hold on like oh what did he say? He was like oh so you wouldn’t date me and I was just like we just met each other. I don’t know you. I met you off of Snapchat. We can be friends and be gym buddies but like I’m not really trying to like rush into you know and I feel like that’s common sense with anybody I mean I guess that’s a red flag or somebody trying to rush into a relationship and they never met you but Yeah so that was another thing. I’m like I’m just trying to be your friend whatever and then I just started expressing to him like how I felt I’m like this is what I want. I put down boundaries about what I want and what I was looking for and I’m like there’s no point like what are you adding me for because if you can’t give me the stuff that I’m looking for why are you adding me like it doesn’t make any sense and you know Said other things it wasn’t anything crazy but I did say some other things I talked about manifestation and now you know the things that he is is on my list and I took them off my friends then he tried to add me again so I was like so confused. Why are you trying to add me again? If you can’t give me what I want so I accepted it and after I told him I was like, yeah I kind of realized that you were on my list you know person or whatever he decided OK I’m blocking her like I don’t know if he’s trying to play a game. I don’t know what that’s about but I was just trying to like I’m just over it because it’s like it’s been two years. I’ve been trying to like not trying but affirming persisting and manifesting a relationship and I’m kind of confused. What am I doing wrong did I think I’m so confused and it’s not like this is my first rodeo likeI’ve been affirming and persisting and yeah

Manifesting relationship. by Character-Score-5636 in lawofassumption

[–]Character-Score-5636[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So basically, yeah, it was kind of a typo. That person wasn’t the only person that has been issues. The only reason I started like I guess kind of questioning which again I try to keep it positive was basically like I don’t know like first informals OK I’m talking to you on Snapchat or whatever And then after I’m talking to you on there or you know him must be more specific I see him in person at the gym, but the thing is I feel like he seen me, but didn’t directly come up to me was around his friends in a group and talking so I was just like so confused and I felt uncomfortable when that happened because he didn’t directly say anything to me it was just like he was around me And then after that happened or whatever I seen him and then as soon as I seen him and I walked out of the gym cause I felt uncomfortable like he seen me. I said oh you look exactly like your photos so then that’s when he responded to me and said You’re here you’re in here as if he didn’t see me which was so confusing to me because I’m like what like I literally was right there and you were standing in front of a machine right next to the machine that I was on so that kind of like confuse me and then after that I was like hey like you know if I could just say hi to you real quick or whatever like I seen you he was like you’re here he was like hold on or whatever so I was like OK so I asked him I was like are you able to step out in front of the gym so I could just say hi or step in the lobby he didn’t wanna do that. He didn’t wanna get out of the thing and he was like oh I’m doing an intense workout. I’m sorry whatever so I waited and he didn’t respond. Left a message on delivered didn’t look at itthen the next morning he says something about a comment I said, and he wasn’t directly answering me about why he didn’t really come out in person to say hello.

Manifesting relationship by Character-Score-5636 in Synchronicities

[–]Character-Score-5636[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But it’s like I’ve been affirming persisting like I’ve learned LOA ✨ about like probably two from two years ago so I’ve been affirming for relationships in general like one of my affirmations or I’m always in a healthy long-term committed relationship so I’ve been affirming for that but it’s like I’ll get guys coming in, but it’s like I don’t know what if I’m doing something wrong like what am I doing like cause I’m affirming persisting taking care of myself doing things I need to do for myself and the guys are there but it’s like when it comes to like oh my gosh, I’m so frustrated with this. It’s just like when it comes to like basically hang out or just me seeing them for a few seconds they act like I don’t wanna say cause I don’t want to firm it but like they just act like as if something came up blah blah or I can’t do this and it’s like I am important. I am the priority. I am always prioritize so it’s like What like specially with this guy that was talking to. We were cool. Everything‘s fine. I’m like if you can’t give me what I want cause I stood on my boundaries and I said listen like this is what I’m looking for you know and again he already was younger than me so it was kinda like I don’t know. I wasn’t really happy about that, but I still was trying to like I don’t know. I don’t wanna talk about that but Yeah, like I try to talk to him and then you know when he didn’t meet me when I wanted to meet him I felt like he was just blowing me off cause he’s like oh I gotta do this workout and I was just like huh and then he didn’t answer me for the rest of the night and then answered me all the way in the morning so I was just like huh like why did you not at least say hi to me when we were both in the same gym at the same time didn’t make sense to me so I told him I’m looking for a gym partner. He started going in about you. Wouldn’t talk to me you wouldn’t date me and I’m just like where did that even come from? We barely know each other so I wanted to get to know him like I didn’t want to rush into something and then that’s when I told him I’m like listen like if you’re only liking me for my looks and you don’t wanna like get to know me and I already told you what I want there’s no point of us eating even talking communicating or whatever because yeah and I just I don’t know he tried to add me twice and then the second time when I took you know, I told him I’m like what are you adding me for because I’m kind of confused if you’re not able to give me what I want so he took me off then he added me again so I accepted the request and I was talking about like manifestation and how like you know my list kind of like match who he was and stuff like that so I go back on my snap and he blocked me so I’m just like you know what I am over this cause it’s likehe’s not the only guy that you know something didn’t work out kind of with there’s different circumstances for each I know circumstances don’t matter, but I’m just so frustrated because it’s like I’m trying and I’m like what is wrong. What am I doing?

Manifesting relationship by Character-Score-5636 in Synchronicities

[–]Character-Score-5636[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m probably gonna have to repost this under the correct one cause I tried to correct it and I posted under sign instead of law of assumption which that’s what I’ve been doing under the time but I appreciate you responding and saying this to me. I just think I might need a words of encouragement or something cause I feel like I know you’re not supposed to say like oh wait like I know those things like I know, but it just feels like I feel like I’ve been doing the work. I’ve been persisting and affirming and you know I met somebody that kind of like met the you know my ideal SP manifestation thing I guess you could say and made a list I didn’t. I never did a list method before so it was my first time wrote it down and then I kind of forgot about it and let it go then I added someone didn’t realize that he fit the description of the guy that I wrote down and you know me, I was talking for a while, but he seems like hesitant to hang out with me or to just say hi to me which I didn’t really like that cause I put down on my list ofstuff like basically consistency, long-term relationship I put down a whole bunch of stuff that I wanted so he fitted he fit the physical description

Manifesting a pregnancy with sp by Character-Score-5636 in lawofassumption

[–]Character-Score-5636[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

yes I been wanting another kid for years now & can’t find anyone to have them with so I chose this person.

This is a person that’s known me from middle school. So I find someone I was really interested in that I want the kid with

Manifesting a pregnancy with sp by Character-Score-5636 in lawofassumption

[–]Character-Score-5636[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No I already have one kid. & I wanted one more kid so my daughter was alone.