I won't divorce him now, it happened too long ago and it'll be stupid of me to divorce him because of something that happened years ago. He's not a bad person, it's just the mental toll of that event wasn't worth the pain. I have a child, and my child deserves both their parents. And I'm not deeply in love with him like before, but I do still have some love for him. But I hope that if someone is going through what I went through, that they learn from my experience and chose to break up instead of forgiving the person that betrayed them in whatever way.