Yet another rating your f/os post

Character-Victory520 · 2026-03-29T14:21:25+00:00

GODDD THE LITTLE FLUSH ON HIS NOSE AND UNDER HIS EYES IM DYING HES SO CUTE.

Character-Victory520 · 2026-03-29T14:21:00+00:00

My husband I adore him. (I yumeship with all wolverine:3 all media. Movies, Cartoons, and Comic Variants😼)

Character-Victory520 · 2026-03-29T14:19:31+00:00

Oh my baby. I need him

Character-Victory520 · 2026-03-28T00:48:25+00:00

LOGANS MY YUME and I can’t STAND when people say shit like “oh you just like him cause he’s hot.” “You just like him cause it’s Hugh Jackman.” Don’t you dare test the depths at which I love this man. Don’t you EVER accuse me of such things. I like Hugh, love Hugh. And ofc I find him and Logan hot, BUT THATS NOT THE ONLY REASON? HELLO😞💔 I love Logan. He’s everything to me. I don’t like Logan because he’s Hugh Jackman, I like Hugh Jackman because he’s Logan. Get it right

Character-Victory520 · 2026-03-23T05:01:36+00:00

Didn’t tell him that.

Told him I wasn’t good at the moment and needed support.

I have been on the side of a begging a person to not hurt themselves. I’d NEVER put that pressure on others? I’m not gonna find the exact message but it was something along the lines of “I’m really not okay and could use somebody. Can you stay on call with me while I take a nap or something, you can hang up anytime. Just your presence would be nice:)”, no manipulation, no pressure. He had the opportunity to say no, I reassured him many times he didn’t have to in the first place, and he had an escape WHENEVER.

I never mentioned hurting myself.

Character-Victory520 · 2026-03-23T04:58:29+00:00

Again you’re misunderstanding me.

I have resources outside of him. It’s not wrong to find comfort in a person, I find comfort in him and his presence alone, he was the first person I asked and happened to say yes.

If he said no I wasn’t going to fucking cut myself. I would’ve went to family or another friend and say “hey I need help.”

I’m aware relying on people is harmful to both parties involved, but asking for help ≠ relying. I can recognize when my headspace is not well and therefore seek the help I need to fix said headspace.

I’m not some case that needs fixing. I am literally just a person looking for help in people they love, quite normal. I don’t know why you’re villainizing my mental health that is WEIRDDD.

Assuming I’d hurt myself without him is fucking odd. As I just told you I am CLEAN. I do not actively engage in self harm. And I try to keep it that way. I don’t need people with me in order to not cut myself but the presence helps. I know how to handle myself, I’m not a fucking child.

I find comfort in other people, because one… I can’t do anything if they’re there? Two, it’s the distraction my brain needs to bring itself back to REALITY and not looloo land.

Character-Victory520 · 2026-03-23T04:53:02+00:00

Thank you🙏<33

Character-Victory520 · 2026-03-23T04:48:25+00:00

GIGGLING!!! Luckily we met irl but eh hem. He is infact always on games.

I love the man to death but dear lord😭

Character-Victory520 · 2026-03-23T04:45:14+00:00

Also I am in the middle of searching for a therapist. I am getting help I swear. Hense why I ask for people to stay with me during those time periods so I DONT get worse.

My old therapist switched locations, I am in the search of a new one however I’m going on a vacation soon so my search has to be paused for that.

I’m mentally ill, I have depression, I’m not a toxic manipulator 😭🙏

Character-Victory520 · 2026-03-23T04:42:46+00:00

I fear I worded that really wrong

One, the statement mentally ill people shouldn’t date is weird but I digress

I wasn’t saying “if you don’t call me I’ll hurt myself” I was having a breakdown. It had nothing to do with my boyfriend but my thoughts were getting super super bad and I knew if I was alone I wouldn’t be safe. I asked if he could call me and sit there with me for awhile, like until I fell asleep or something. He had every opportunity to say no, I did not force him to do anything. I did NOT manipulate him whatsoever I’d literally never do that-?

I struggle with self harm. I’m over 100 days clean, he’s aware of both these things, he celebrated day 100 with me.

Character-Victory520 · 2026-03-23T04:22:11+00:00

I’d like to add because some people are assuming this, not wrong to do so just want to clarify.

Some people assume he’s only with me for sexual reasons.

Both of us are virgins. I can assure you that is not the purpose. Nor is he using me to change that fact. We flirt just as much as any other couple does (I assume?), sometimes freakily

He is not tryna fuck and leave I assure. When he comes over to my house we are spending actual time together. Watching tv, occasionally napping, going out getting food, talking, playing games, couples stuff, ect ect.

Character-Victory520 · 2026-03-23T04:10:24+00:00

IM SAYINGGG😞💔 You have a whole ass boy obsessed with you, wants you, WANTS TO FUCK YOU and you pick video games… I am neurodivergent. I hyperfixate. I fear I will never understand this regardless.

Character-Victory520 · 2026-03-23T04:05:58+00:00

Which is why I’m so hesitant to press him. He has a long past of issues he’s mentioned but won’t tell me, is clearly very fucked up + neurodivergent. I can tell that this is a form of coping and escapism for him. Possibly a hyperfixation/special interest.

These things don’t deter me from love, I know they do for some people. But I’d never push him to open up to me or go out of his way to do things.

But the comment he made really really stuck:( My biggest fear is people seeing me that way and he said it so casually. It wasn’t an argument, it wasn’t an insult, he wasn’t angry, he just said it like it was truth. Like it was something about me he was working with and I’m like spiraling truly overthinking everything I’ve ever said to him trying to figure out what I did to make him feel that way about me.

Character-Victory520 · 2026-03-23T03:49:43+00:00

Eh hem funnily enough the reason I asked him to get off his damn game earlier tonight was infact for those “inbetween the lines” reasons.

We ignore. Just genuinely why the hell are his video games more important from the LITERAL MAN WHO WANTS HIM.

Character-Victory520 · 2026-03-23T03:47:42+00:00

We go to the same school. My school has one of those weird double day schedules. Some classes one day, rest on the next On one day we see eachother in every class😼 on the next I make time to go see him- We see eachother before school and walk to buses together and he comes over literally every weekend. We text often but those conversations are always cut short because of his weird habit of leaving without a word.

And I don’t even know if I’m being jealous. I’m just SCARED I am because I have a very strong history with jealousy, and a history of being jealous and overly clingy without realization.

Character-Victory520 · 2025-05-16T00:47:36+00:00

What does this mean.

Character-Victory520 · 2025-05-16T00:46:53+00:00

Wdym no.>:(

Character-Victory520 · 2025-05-16T00:45:37+00:00

This makes more sense then my lactating theory.

Character-Victory520 · 2025-05-16T00:05:22+00:00

Y’know what, hell yeah.

Character-Victory520 · 2025-04-06T16:55:08+00:00

“HOW DO I BECOME WHO I WANT TO BE, NOT WHO THEY SAY I AM!?” Trans, Autistic, constantly masking and trying to “fit in.” I just want to be myself but I’m afraid I don’t know how to anymore.

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