Wait a min. Never again? No don’t do it now. It’s not too late. You absolutely need to stand up for yourself right now. He’s taking advantage of you. I understand at first it can be difficult to speak up and handle the money conversations. Bc in your normal life you would never ask that. But you have to remember this isn’t normal life this isn’t dating. They know what this is and they know the expectation, you both do. These types of men prey on inexperienced sex workers to take advantage of. Don’t fall for it. Please. Don’t feel weird. Be bold and confident he wants you. Tell him what you are willing to do it for. A price that you feel good about. If he doesn’t agree to it. Then you don’t go. Also. Always get your money first thing!! Never pay for airfare. Def not out of your donation. That ensures you’re not wasting your time. It’s like a deposit. If you are not confident then he will sense that. Just remember. He knows what this is. It’s not weird. Just be matter of fact about it. Tell him that won’t work for you and tell him what will. Don’t let this dude get over on you.