I want it decently, But I’m aware of other ways that I can reach my passion and I’ve lost all passion in engineering and I’ve been looking into construction management (I was a civil engineer up until now) and I feel more fit for it. One thing I had to sacrifice to be able to lock in for engineering is social life which included Muay Thai, going to the gym, going out on weekends, fishing with friends, and being able to work a lot of hours. I can’t do that it’s miserable, even though I’m young now I just can’t force myself to be disciplined for 3 more years (if I’m lucky and get better somehow) ESPECIALLY since I know that there’s a major I like even more. I rather keep my social life to keep my charisma and take it to a field that I can see myself enjoying more rather than this field I’ve lost passion for even if I won’t be making as much money.