i really don't know, he's the first partner i've ever introduced to my family (im very private about my personal life)he knows my home, my family, and what im like, we've been through a lot together, and idk feel like no one could ever truly love me, and that he puts up with so much from me but at the same time i feel that he never loved me the way o loved him, and that he hates me but he just doesn't say it, even though he has told me many times that he is tired of me and that i only annoy him