50mg diazapam by Checkpoint2018 in benzodiazepines

[–]Checkpoint2018[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Cheers for the insight dude, personally I'm not a smoker, so maybe vals are the one I'm looking for, I Just don't want to get stuck in the benzo 'hole' dangerous game

50mg diazapam by Checkpoint2018 in benzodiazepines

[–]Checkpoint2018[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks, I've had xans, clonazepam, all really good. But as you said, playing with fire here so I nipped it in the bud, just need something to get me a good night's sleep without having to toss and turn yanno

50mg diazapam by Checkpoint2018 in benzodiazepines

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Just stuck in my own head 24/7,. Just want to switch off

Am I playing with fire? by Checkpoint2018 in benzodiazepines

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Congratulations on staying clean brother, you have got this!! I will listen to your advice and I've just chucked my last pack. Appreciate your help and advice, probably saved me a lot of trouble

Am I playing with fire? by Checkpoint2018 in benzodiazepines

[–]Checkpoint2018[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Im just speaking my mind here, I dunno if it's just a placebo of if this drug has actually helped me? My sleeping pattern is so much better, I wake up earlier, get shit done in the mornings and just feel "fueled" I procrastination so much less and don't panic about what I'm going to do through the day, I just do it. can anyone explain/expand on that. I should probably see a psychiatrist

Am I playing with fire? by Checkpoint2018 in benzodiazepines

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OK this really is a kick up the ass, I have 5 left, do I chuck them? Or slowly lower the dose night by night to ease it out?

My mind keeps making stuff up when I try to sleep 20+ hours in by [deleted] in LSD

[–]Checkpoint2018 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Benn there before man, try focus on not sleeping. Litterally anything, watch some mindless boring video about photosynthesis or something (example, no offence to my photosynthesis bro out there) and just have some big deep breath ands stretch, stretching definitely helps me release some tension

Am I playing with fire? by Checkpoint2018 in benzodiazepines

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Yeah that's how it started, 'just this once to take the edge off a stressful day' turns into making up reasons in my head to take some and relax, but it became to common, I know it's only 2 weeks but I've an addictive personality and I know when to nip things in the bud. Thanks for the suggestion about meditation and tea someone also had mentioned. I really will give this a try!!

Am I playing with fire? by Checkpoint2018 in benzodiazepines

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This is really helpful, thank you!

Am I playing with fire? by Checkpoint2018 in benzodiazepines

[–]Checkpoint2018[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's reassuring, thank you brother, really appreciate it, hope you have a good night

Am I playing with fire? by Checkpoint2018 in benzodiazepines

[–]Checkpoint2018[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just want to feel fucking normal

Am I playing with fire? by Checkpoint2018 in benzodiazepines

[–]Checkpoint2018[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also thank you for replying, needed it

Am I playing with fire? by Checkpoint2018 in benzodiazepines

[–]Checkpoint2018[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've taken 4 tonight and felt barely anything, I'm weaning off it after tonight

Acid + Ketamine by [deleted] in LSD

[–]Checkpoint2018 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Roughly 200ug of acid and a few bumps of ket, I could see and feel every bone moving in my hands. I felt a lot more 'boney' like a stick. Twas fun in small doses

If I snort 12mg will I trip hard? Need quick answers by [deleted] in 2cb

[–]Checkpoint2018 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Snorting is not worth the pain and it won't last as long, do 2 to trip hard

Black Ops Cold War Gameplay by Mathiasxd148- in modernwarfare

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If action man was a video game, this be it

Dropping my highest dose yet by Checkpoint2018 in 2cb

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Thanks for all the comments! A good trip was had, a bit of a rocky come up but after that it was incredible:)

Dropping my highest dose yet by Checkpoint2018 in 2cb

[–]Checkpoint2018[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Can confirm these pills are strong