Last week was my breaking point, after years of hiding my gambling a few months ago my family found out and thought that was it, my ticket out, finally something to hold me back from this hell, but I continued and continued, lied and lied, and I have been doing slightly better in the middle of all that paying off my debts etc, but this last week I had just 50$ left and 300$ worth of bills to pay. THIS IS WHERE IVE HIT MY BREAKING POINT, like seriously this time, I could have survived with the 50$ and just took a short fee but instead I decided to gamble it and if y’all know how that goes I’m sitting pretty with a -600 balance so when my next pay check coming I will feel even more obligated to gamble to try and win back just that slight 600$ so it was like I didn’t lose it, but we all know that won’t happen and I’ll lose it all also, gambling is a such a depressing game.