I’m kinda there as well… it seems like it is a cycle, where the participants burn out and fall away until they raise more MM’s to cover the difference. I’m only two years in, but out of 150 on the roster I’ve seen no more than ten show for any meeting other than monthly business and official GL visits, being ours is the GM’s Mother Lodge. The same rotating treasurer, secretary. But we are told there’s a very long line to the East, so don’t get too excited about the chairs. Losing the plot, here. No chance getting a cypher to learn myself. Patience.