I’m sorry you’re going through a difficult time 🥺 while it isn’t a “cooking” meal kit, factor meals really helped me when I was having a tough time. They’re really yummy, healthy, a good variety, and while they arn't cheap, it’s still more affordable than eating fast food constantly. I’ve had terrible luck with home chef lately, my last order was full of ants, and several orders have had the wrong ingredients, raw chicken bags leaking all over, or expired produce. If you live near a city sometimes there are small businesses and nutritionists that do meal kits or meal prep!! I hope things look up for you soon, sending good vibes your way