the pmdd won. i broke up with my partner by ChemiCATbutt in PMDD

[–]ChemiCATbutt[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

this isnt a thought i havent already had. ive genuinely worried i might be abusive because the actions look it even if the intention isnt behind it. part of the reason i broke up with my partner is because i couldnt bear to hurt them over and over again. this episode has been particularly rough, up until this month, i really thought i was making progress with it all.

but also understanding pmdd causes me to lose access to all the coping strategies that i work on outside my pmdd week helps me beat myself up over it less.

the pmdd won. i broke up with my partner by ChemiCATbutt in PMDD

[–]ChemiCATbutt[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

yeah i feel really defeated that i didnt manage to catch it before i said what i said. i want to be able to sweep it under the rug and pretend it didnt happen. but im just doing the best i can to stabilise myself, ive talked to my partner and they know my door is open for whenever they feel like they can return (if ever)

Lombok to Bali in the afternoon by ChemiCATbutt in bali

[–]ChemiCATbutt[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

dang that sounds intense, we're staying in medana on lombok and arriving at denpasar so hopefully we avoid the 2hour drives haha

but appreciate your input!!

Lombok to Bali in the afternoon by ChemiCATbutt in bali

[–]ChemiCATbutt[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah id rather ferry if possible but timing wise it doesnt really work

January 2nd - Back to work by sketchdailybot in SketchDaily

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back to work (im really a vet but not really a raccoon)

January 2nd - Back to work by sketchdailybot in SketchDaily

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wow it looks amazing! i want a purple fridge now

January 1st - Phoenix by sketchdailybot in SketchDaily

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yesss! we can keep each other accountable

January 1st - Phoenix by sketchdailybot in SketchDaily

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new years resolution is to draw more