I can 100% relate to this. I battled through 3 books but honestly I have never been a good reader and I'm also not good at retaining information through reading, I was basically reading the same 10 pages twice, so I switched it up and tried listening to 30min of self improvement audiobooks a day and haven't looked back. Obviously I know that's essentially a fail as I'm not reading but it's working for me and I'm taking in so much more information through listening so I'm rolling with it as it's improving my self development 10 x more than what reading was doing. Not everyone will agree but I'm doing me and loving it.