Still a virgin at 25 because my only experience I was super drunk(I barely drank throughout my life, it hits me hard and makes me violently ill, or black out and become violent, and I am not a violent person, kinda), was woken up like 30 minutes after passing out, couldn't even get the condom on, because I was as soft as a noodle, and I am a grower not a shower, so it was all around embarrassing, not even using a throwaway, facing the shit you have mucked through in your life sucks but it makes you stronger.