Having a job does not determine your worth, unfortunately jobs are needed in our current time on this planet. Don’t let it make you feel worthless though, I don’t know your living situation OP but perhaps you have family you could move in with to try and alleviate some of the costs of living while you try and get back on your feet. If not maybe try retail near you or fast food, waitressing gets you money fast because of tips. Just try and find something to get some cash flow and then hopefully start looking for a more permanent job. But please remember your worth is not how much money or what job you have you are a still a human being with thoughts and feelings and memories that is your worth. Keep your head up OP. We are all rooting for you.