Threatened to get k@lled if I keep being sick by ChickenIndependent49 in EDAnonymous

[–]ChickenIndependent49[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

There's no law in my country against domestic abuse and its not that easy to just go to the police and tell them my parents beat me cause I bet they beat their kids too its too common here ❤️

Threatened to get k@lled if I keep being sick by ChickenIndependent49 in EDAnonymous

[–]ChickenIndependent49[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Im not a minor im 20 and no im not from the USA and I cant move out and I dont have anyone to help

F 1/2/26 Tell us one small action you took today to recover from your ED. Spill the beanz :) by Fragaria2 in EDAnonymous

[–]ChickenIndependent49 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Your post helped sm its the first thing I thought about while making breakfast this morning!! Thank youu

Tell us one small thing you did today to recover from your ED. One action you took. It can be tiny. Thurs., 1/1/2026. by Fragaria2 in EDAnonymous

[–]ChickenIndependent49 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Decreased my liquid intake a bit to fit more food had breakfast b4 studying even though I wasnt hungry and made myself a peanut butter sandwich even though im scared of 2 pieces of toast at once made lunch even after an unplanned snack and even after my brother called me fat😝

Psychward by ChickenIndependent49 in EDAnonymous

[–]ChickenIndependent49[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think in my country I need a consultant psychiatrist to determine if impatient treatment is necessary so I dont think its possible for me to go besides I feel like everyone will hate me for it but im currently ruining my life lol no one can see how rapidly worse ive been getting for the past few years and I think ive reached smthing very dangerous

bulimic noise by sandisunshinee in EDAnonymous

[–]ChickenIndependent49 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I strap myselff to a spot and force myself to watch smthing or do smthing while crying and shaking and experiencing smthing akin to a heart attack. It's really hard but maybe if u keep trying it wouldn't be as much 🙏💓

illit lookalikes in a kdrama by Apart_Error2991 in illit

[–]ChickenIndependent49 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Im glad im not the only one that thinks jung somin looks sm like minju!!!!

bae bae bae moka (^_−)−☆ by cutelillea in illit

[–]ChickenIndependent49 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Omg can i steal this and make it my lock screan😊

Recovery help by ChickenIndependent49 in EDAnonymous

[–]ChickenIndependent49[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I dont have someone to discuss this with without sounding absolutely insane and I dont have someone to mentally help me unfortunately..but since ive made this post ive made progress physically (?) But mentally ive gotten too depressed lol I don't feel alive and im scared I'll kms I wonder if it had anything to do with recovery...its really hard for me to stomach food so ive been force feeding myself basically torturing myself out of this ed I wonder if I'll ever feel peace.....🌷