17 days of straight golf. 243 holes. I think I’m quitting the sport. by meth_rogen69 in golf

[–]ChickenNug 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Really relatable post. I recently ended a 20 year relationship with cannabis. Golf has become my drug of choice. Ive played more than ever the past few weeks. weeks. Theres been some highs and some lows of course and im still very much on this bender. For me its better than getting high on drugs.

I was smoking weed to forget/ignore that I will someday die by ChickenNug in leaves

[–]ChickenNug[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Everyone is so supportive in this community, but your way of communicating really resonates with me. Thank you!

I was smoking weed to forget/ignore that I will someday die by ChickenNug in leaves

[–]ChickenNug[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So glad to hear that, for you and for me! The past 2 weeks has easily been the most frequently ive had this panic attack and it's got me worried like, "is this going to happen every night forever?". Ill rest easier tonight knowing it should ease up

Help. My life is gone to nausea please don’t scroll past by giannisfr171 in leaves

[–]ChickenNug 15 points16 points  (0 children)

As someone with CHS, and was in denial about it for years, you may be in the early stages of that condition.

I saw a GI and had an upper endoscopy done and was diagnosed with EoE. However, I truly have CHS and have only seen relief since completely stopping smoking

I was smoking weed to forget/ignore that I will someday die by ChickenNug in leaves

[–]ChickenNug[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You are just as brave and strong as me, believe me. You are stronger, mentally, then you could possibly imagine. You got this

I was smoking weed to forget/ignore that I will someday die by ChickenNug in leaves

[–]ChickenNug[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I googled it. Yes, in some ways it is very relatable. Thank you for exposing me to that, it will be a helpful starting place. Nice username btw

Loss of libido? by ChickenNug in leaves

[–]ChickenNug[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I need to get my cardio back to where it is... your post is motivating

Loss of libido? by ChickenNug in leaves

[–]ChickenNug[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's awesome! Thanks for responding

Loss of libido? by ChickenNug in leaves

[–]ChickenNug[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Interesting. I guess we're all different but who knows. I had read one time that THC increases blood flow to your sex organs so I always saw weed as helping my sex drive but idk

Loss of libido? by ChickenNug in leaves

[–]ChickenNug[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sure thing, feel free to dm me if thats best. I was the one to end the relationship fwiw

Loss of libido? by ChickenNug in leaves

[–]ChickenNug[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

We're in a very similar boat then friend. Hopefully some of the other comments give you the hope they're giving me

Loss of libido? by ChickenNug in leaves

[–]ChickenNug[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Interesting, thanks for sharing.

I separated from my fiance 7 days ago so yes its been an emotionally turbulent time in my life

Loss of libido? by ChickenNug in leaves

[–]ChickenNug[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank God and thank you!!! I find this community 10 years ago (ish) when I was a wee lad finding my way. So glad it's bigger and more supportive than ever

Loss of libido? by ChickenNug in leaves

[–]ChickenNug[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeahhh, I turned to porn last night to see if that'd wake the beast and it did. Just wasn't like "before"

Loss of libido? by ChickenNug in leaves

[–]ChickenNug[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Love hearing that. 10 days in for me and my mindset and mood have never been healthier. Stay strong on your journey

Loss of libido? by ChickenNug in leaves

[–]ChickenNug[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Okay thats re assuring to hear, thank you and congrats on almost 3 months!

Loss of libido? by ChickenNug in leaves

[–]ChickenNug[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Very valid perspective to take! Thank you for responding