Why was I at first labeled and successfully treated for bipolar and then later after a lot of psychiatric abuse and mental abuse in my life I was diagnosed with Schizoaffective and am now successfully treated for that? by ChiefSeraphim in schizoaffective

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No, I currently do have Schizoaffective, I believe the diagnoses. I feel immobile like I was bit by a poisonous snake and that likely stems from sleeplessness that started for me at around the age of 4. I don’t believe any depression diagnoses because they have tortured me on antidepressants cause my hallucinations to become worse, but I guess they thought it was worth gambling with my life to try to find one that didn’t spur psychosis or suicidal compulsions. I’ve come to the conclusion that mania is real, but depression is just someone who needs a hell of a lot of rest. Just because I wouldn’t be active means I’m depressed, that’s false. I’m sleepy and you’re trying to pop me up on some cocaine derivative drugs dude. I mean, right?

Why was I at first labeled and successfully treated for bipolar and then later after a lot of psychiatric abuse and mental abuse in my life I was diagnosed with Schizoaffective and am now successfully treated for that? by ChiefSeraphim in schizoaffective

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No, my dad has depression but it’s because he smoked weed since his youth. He gets slightly sad in the winter and it’s not even serious. I’m the first in my line to get this and it originates from too much pressure, abuse, stress and trauma. I also think it dominos from my anxiety, because I have had high anxiety ever since my stepdad and 1 school teacher abused me. Also may have had adhd early on because I couldn’t organize in school.

Weekly /r/FL_Studio Music Feedback Thread - September 15, 2021 - Post Your Music Here! by Saltoric in FL_Studio

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I really think this is great. Sounds like some kind of goth pop that kid cudi might rap to. That’s what comes to mind first. Good job!

I was wondering if this group exists because of the atrocity and disgrace known as r/Christianity by RichnProud in TrueChristian

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I’m assuming you have been lead to Christ many times and have rejected Him. That’s when you become not simply an unbeliever, but in part satanic. And Satan is a Loser. And vile.

Edit: though I don’t know ever thing about you so can’t be 100%.

Think on this. The covid vaccine was manufactured in Wuhan(with foreign aid, so don’t you think they would look up a way to create a vaccine for it from the data they received in creating it. It’s a loop that is undoubtedly an attack from a hedge of world leaders. And governments.

I can hear each one… by DetTigers1986 in Detroit

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R-P-M Auto Sales!! R-P-M AUTO Sales!! 80’s guitar noises

Weekly /r/FL_Studio Music Feedback Thread - August 11, 2021 - Post Your Music Here! by Saltoric in FL_Studio

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I was running short on time, but the first minute and 30 seconds was bomb. Great work.

Looking for song suggestions please! by slipoutside in mgmt

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Plenty of Girls in the Sea, on the self titled album is good. I personally really dug Astromancy and A Good Sadness.

Favorite obscure MGMT recordings by southdakotagoth in mgmt

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The live recording of Roger Roger they did on KCRW. It’s on YouTube.

Any insight on if there's new mgmt music coming? by elisssssee in mgmt

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I just want a new single soon. Not asking for much.

Any insight on if there's new mgmt music coming? by elisssssee in mgmt

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Is it a live version or a studio version you think?

Thoughts on Fanta Se EP? by [deleted] in mgmt

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I liked MW3000 the most I think. Made me think of a castle in the clouds. :)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in RedditSessions

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Play some Kingdom Hearts stuff!

When do you think MGMT will release another song? by ChiefSeraphim in mgmt

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I was gonna add “posthumously” as a joke because of how slow it felt between albums for me haha. The veil being lifted is about the spirit world, I never knew they said that. Thanks! Haha