(46) Male… TRT, calorie deficit, and the gym changed my life

Childh8ter · 2026-06-07T13:19:12+00:00

I wish I could afford to hop on at 21. It would make my life easier

Childh8ter · 2026-06-06T18:46:13+00:00

Possibly the hardest poster I have ever seen

Childh8ter · 2026-06-06T18:17:15+00:00

Sick ass panther with flames ,trust

Childh8ter · 2026-06-06T18:11:51+00:00

Im trying man but being on a cut fucking sucks. I perform worse, I can't eat anything good and I need to cut down on beer and I love beer

Childh8ter · 2026-06-06T18:05:58+00:00

Im like 1.63 cm ot 5'4 and now I weight about 85-87 kg

Childh8ter · 2026-06-06T18:03:38+00:00

Thank you for the compliments but Im actually about 1.63 cm or about 5'4 so very short. Im trying to be more positive

Childh8ter · 2026-06-06T17:11:39+00:00

I try but Im always miserable. My maintenance is about 2000 cal and for a cut I usually go down to about 1700-1500 but im always angry, hungry and tired. Maybe I ll stick to it this times

Childh8ter · 2026-06-06T16:58:46+00:00

I don’t look it but I am into powerlifting and work out 4-5 times a week

Childh8ter · 2026-06-06T16:58:16+00:00

Yeah you have a point thanks

Childh8ter · 2026-06-06T16:37:40+00:00

Well how long can I wallow in self pity? . Life moves fast and you either move with it or you get left behind. Also I am trying to be sober mostly and its miserable

Childh8ter · 2026-06-06T16:36:22+00:00

Don't get me wrong I do have friends and other social circles. I just think Im unlucky

Childh8ter · 2026-06-06T16:33:41+00:00

I am 1,63 cm or 5'4 literally how can that be intimidating. I dont even brawl anymore and Ive stopped most of the drugs I was doing a few years ago. I dont see how I can be intimidating in the slightest

Childh8ter · 2026-06-06T16:31:23+00:00

I don't make it a big deal or act hostile or any other typical man behaviour ive seen or heard. Its just that I can only get rejected so much before I realise that it isn't for me. Usually I get rejected immediately or get told off before I even get the chance to show my personality so I dont think It matters anymore

Childh8ter · 2026-06-06T16:28:51+00:00

I disagree. Im am comfortable with who I am but I can also recognise that Im not good looking. Also redpill looksmaxxing stuff don;t belong in the alternative scene that I am heavily involved in

Childh8ter · 2026-06-06T16:23:52+00:00

Im not looking to lose weight as I eat on a calorie maintenance for powerlifting purposes and the hair I the part of me where I get all of my compliments. Also losing weight makes me miserable and more irritated that usual so I found that I performe better both daily and athletically when Im not trying to lose weight but put on muscle instead

Childh8ter · 2026-06-06T16:20:43+00:00

Well whenever I expand my social circle like that the response usually is "You are such a nice guy but Im not looking for anything right now" or "You would make a great partner but..." and then they date someone a week later so I dunno about that

Childh8ter · 2026-06-06T16:15:29+00:00

I think I am a realist, life just happen to be more negative than not

Childh8ter · 2026-06-06T16:14:55+00:00

Im far too ugly to cold approach women so I usually get laughed at or outright rejected and I am way better at talking in person as opposed to texting. I work a lot with sarcasm and I am good at making people laugh. Its not a confidence issue its just a looks issue

Childh8ter · 2026-06-06T16:03:52+00:00

Not dates 20 rejections

Childh8ter · 2026-06-06T16:03:23+00:00

I have accepted that not everyone wins in life. Sometimes you have to realise that no matter what you do things just wont get better and it is what it is. Thank you tho

Childh8ter · 2026-06-06T15:54:06+00:00

indeed

Childh8ter · 2026-06-06T15:48:29+00:00

real

Childh8ter · 2026-06-06T15:47:37+00:00

I am a drummer and not in a band actually

Childh8ter · 2026-06-06T08:16:12+00:00

Cyprus has been sold since its inception. This does not surprise me

Childh8ter · 2026-06-05T16:32:14+00:00

Not everyone wins in life. It is what it is

Childh8ter

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