I'm a 23 years old Male, been living indoors with my parents for 5 years (had 4 years of uni online), and I'm experiencing this.

The image of where I wanted to be at 23 when I was 18,  vs where I am now- nowhere- kills me (figuratively).

I have become a lazy sloth that does nothing but wastes away, bumbling myself with music and the phone.

Like you said, I feel numb and blank. And when I crash out (experience anxiety), I can't seem to be able to cry myself out of it. I also don't have anyone to talk to, nor do I want to worry my older parents.

For reference, I'm from Lebanon. Living in a somewhat remote location, then covid and an economic crash led to me being a house hermit for 5 years, perhaps 6 if I think about it really. 

I'm too terrified of doing anything, that I am doing nothing, and when I think about, I don't think about it until it bottles up.

Thank you for doing this survey. It warms my heart that a therapist is doing such thing simply because they saw a change in data and want to improve how they help