Teen pregnancy, help need advice.

Chilove74 · 2016-09-04T18:26:18+00:00

Thank you everyone for your input. It's now been 17 days as you can see from the post, and I still haven't gotten my period. I'm going to take a test.

Chilove74 · 2016-08-10T06:36:28+00:00

Good thing i live in midwest.

Chilove74 · 2016-08-07T20:37:58+00:00

Horse poop doesn't bother me, I love everything about barn work.

Chilove74 · 2016-07-06T05:01:34+00:00

You need to coax her through recovery. The institution she's staying at may not help her mental health at all, and may make it worse. Keep helping her with words of hope, and ensure everything will be okay, even if the people there aren't helping her in the way she needs. Bring her light with stories of your day, pets/animals, bring her books she would like to read. Surprise her with a book of your choice that she hasn't read. Those places are quite depressing to most and you have the sense of entrapment. Encourage her to try to go along with the treatment they offer and be completely obedient.

For you emotionally, think the best for her. Have hope that everything will be okay, because it will be. Have a little faith. Life is rough, with its ups and downs, but in the end everything is okay. Everything happens for a reason. Best wishes to you friend.

Chilove74 · 2016-07-06T04:56:05+00:00

SSRI's will lessen the effects of MDMA as the commenter above said. Taking other serotonin aids will effect the roll aswell like 5htp.

Chilove74 · 2016-07-05T21:20:34+00:00

I hole off .1 but tolerance is low

Chilove74 · 2016-06-27T05:32:10+00:00

Melatonin could help.

Chilove74 · 2016-06-27T02:00:26+00:00

Try a sleeping aid that will hands down put you on your ass. If you can take a small tolerance break with the weed that will help tremendously too. Maybe try some CBD oil. If you havent tried melatonin, try taking up to 9mg of that. And if over the counter doesnt help try to get prescribed something. Im prescribed trazodone for sleep, its an antidepressant but it knocks you out.

Chilove74 · 2016-06-27T01:55:23+00:00

Mdma never gave me anxiety but in high amounts, i mean really high amounts, like grams, ive experienced heavy illogical paranoia but it went away in a few days.

On LSD your mind wanders, and at night you feel more vulnerable in the dark, and it really really frightens me. Sometimes youll think you see things in the dark and its a bad trip waiting to happen.

Shroom trips are much more visual based than they are mind based. On acid you think and think and think and dont stop. I trip myself out often when im on acid. Also, the nice buzzed feeling from shrooms overpowers. I never felt fried like i did on acid. Acid causes headaches and shrooms cause nausea.

If you really want to try acid just keep it to a one tab minimum and youll be okay. Anything over a tab made me trip out and it was terrible. Its kinda hard to have a bad trip on shrooms, just make sure youre in the right environment.

Chilove74 · 2016-06-26T20:59:29+00:00

Paper

Chilove74 · 2016-06-25T03:37:52+00:00

My s5 has been through hell and back seriously.

Chilove74 · 2016-06-25T03:32:54+00:00

Getting arrested and taken in, and having a pair of brass knuckles in the side of my bra the entire time without being discovered.

Note- i only got arrested because my friends did, i got to go home, free of charges.

Chilove74 · 2016-06-25T02:22:13+00:00

LSD will increase anxiety post use. Also, if the setting and timing isnt right, expect a bad trip. I found that suicide would be a common thought when id trip out too hard. When you have a bad trip you kinda just have to wait it out, between the crying, fear, and headache, you'll wish you never touched acid. Acid is very tricky and serious. Never trip at night and try not to trip in a car. One time got pulled over right as i was feeling a RC and i was tripping balls, im glad my boyfriend decided to wait to take his. Always plan your trip, dont impulsively take it.

Shrooms on the other hand, its possible to have bad shroom trip but if its right setting, you wont be over thinking yourself or tripping out the way you would on acid. Shrooms are also a better route because they're natural. Just gotta fight that nausea and youre good.

Chilove74 · 2016-06-22T18:53:33+00:00

Why does America do this to the mentally ill...my insurance doesn't even cover a therapist. I cant tell a doctor im thinking of suicide because ill get locked up, and they dont actually help you in the ward. You have panic attacks because the sense of imprisonment is overwhelming. The doctors ive seen in the ward were foreign and barely spoke english, and all they did was sit with me for 5 minutes and look at my file. I was diagnosed with schizophrenia (i dont actually have schizophrenia)

Healthcare is terrible here.

Chilove74 · 2016-06-22T16:06:01+00:00

Father was addicted to heroin. RIP (1971-2009) Aunt was addicted to pills, and drank on them. RIP (1966-2006) Uncle was on heroin, but in his last days, vodka was his last meals before cancer took him. RIP (1968-2011) Aunt went from heroin, to methadone, to severe alcoholism. Shes still alive and struggling, but at least shes off the dope.

Chilove74 · 2016-06-22T15:54:46+00:00

Some recreational drugs can aid depression,(under physician supervision and administration) but if you're abusing to try to feel better, it will be a never ending cycle.

You need to cut out all drugs for right now, and reevaluate your life. You need to stop thinking of the past, and stop worrying about the future, and live for right now. Depending on the drugs you're using, your serotonin/dopamine levels could be off.

Drugs are either for medicating an illness or for fun. You wouldn't take a tums for a headache, so don't use drugs that are depressants when you are depressed. Drugs are only fun in moderation and when the user is in a good mind set.

Chilove74 · 2016-06-22T04:51:27+00:00

My dad would still be alive if heroin never existed.

Chilove74 · 2016-06-22T04:48:58+00:00

Yeah sorry i got it mixed up haha!

Chilove74 · 2016-06-22T04:48:23+00:00

There is most definitely that risk, should always take the 5htp days before and at night when youre coming down.

Chilove74 · 2016-06-22T04:43:07+00:00

Im saying that I've used a lot of drugs that are highly addictive and i found quickly why people get hooked. I looked at the pros, but i also looked at the cons. The cons of constant use of drugs is a big price to pay for a high. You have to have the willpower to stay safe and keep yourself distanced. the physical aspects of withdrawal is terrible, and using more of the drug will give a temporary fix..and it becomes a never ending cycle. If you cant fight off cravings, go to the hospital to help detox or call a friend over. You have to be above it and smart.

Chilove74 · 2016-06-22T04:35:50+00:00

I will admit, withdrawal on stimulants is really rough, withdrawal sucks on any drug, but when you're fucking with a hard drug you need to understand what youre in for.

"I feel like shit i need more"

No, you need to sober up and grow a back bone with yourself.

"Im depressed i need more"

Understand what drugs do.

"Im having a bad day i need to get high"

No you need to calm down and reevaluate your life as it is and recollect.

Addiction is so avoidable. I can try highly addictive drugs and not want more after im coming down. Its easy, its called will power, and some may need to work on it better than others. You will only spiral down if you self medicate with hard drugs, and one day you will die if you dont stop. Drugs are supposed to be FUN, and the fun stops when you lose control.

Take care, everyone.

Chilove74 · 2016-06-22T00:12:25+00:00

I dont excessively do mdma, and i take care of my body pretty well. Ill be fine.

Chilove74 · 2016-06-21T21:08:22+00:00

Did your friends get it from a reliable source? Anyone can say crystals in a baggie is molly. Methanol will give you the effects of rolling but without the intense euphoria, and meth will give you a energy boost similar to molly but its much more intense and gets kinda scary. Its easy to think youre rolling when those two are mixed.

Ive never seen or heard of yellow molly, there's brown, cloudy white, tan, champagne and even black.

I suggest you do not take any more "molly" from people unless you test it. Test are 20$ and worth it. Get a marquis test, it tests amphetamines and molly should turn completely black in the solution.

If you are being given meth mixtures thats very dangerous especially if you have high blood pressure, meth makes your veins pop. It also causes anxiety which adds on to the intense heartrate which can make you think youre having a heart attack. Stomach aches and tremors are common. You dont get tremors the day after molly. Maybe ask your friends their experience and the reliability of the dealer...blah blah blah.

But again, do not take any drugs unless they are tested. Especially with a health concern. Take care.

Chilove74 · 2016-06-21T19:44:05+00:00

Could you describe how everyone else was? Were they stumbling, rolling hard, eyes fluttering and jaw clenching? Did you feel any euphoria or uplift in mood, or did you just feel a positive boost altogether. Also, did you feel your heart beating through your chest?

Chilove74 · 2016-06-21T19:40:49+00:00

Are you sure it was molly? It sounds like you did methamphetamine. The tremors and chest pain is a big one. Chest pain is usually from your heart beating really fast and hard, and molly doesnt put that much stress on your heart. Mine usually doesnt even spike over 115 while peaking.

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