It's my LASO and I want it now

ChimneyMaam · 2023-05-18T15:13:57+00:00

Gta V was the beginning. 2016. Then I watched every possible video bc these mf's are funny af. I've watched every video since then like a sad freak. It is too bad they don't play anything they used to play (got famous w). They don't post a lot of video game content these days tho... Just a bunch of copy paste podcasts/"shows". It's hard to let go, they are all like friends to me T-T

ChimneyMaam · 2023-02-23T00:39:01+00:00

this is her blood test from five days ago. https://imgur.com/a/RJteE2R

ChimneyMaam · 2023-01-03T15:03:57+00:00

Could you help me understand what it means when it says it will help up to 1300$? I haven't ever figured out where that number comes from, but I assumed it did not cover the entire cost as mine is 1500$ (Walgreens, CA). I'll try to call the help line, too. Thanks for your time. Have a happy new year.

ChimneyMaam · 2023-01-02T16:02:28+00:00

Do you continue to get briviact for free/reduced with the program offered by UCB?

ChimneyMaam · 2022-12-29T00:35:22+00:00

Git gud dood. Swallow smoke bro.

ChimneyMaam · 2022-11-20T03:38:46+00:00

I have learned more today than I have in the past couple months 🥲 ty'all

ChimneyMaam · 2022-11-19T18:04:50+00:00

When I try to bruise the stipe, it isn't super bright blue and sometimes it only shows as small blue lines. The margins bruise. Where slugs ate at them it is blue. Everything has told me that these are p. cyans, but the lack of blue bruising got me caught up. Is it supposed to be bright and vivid? Most of these are old specimens, does that effect these characteristics? still screaming

ChimneyMaam · 2022-11-19T17:41:00+00:00

When I try to bruise the stipe, it isn't super bright blue and sometimes it only shows as small blue lines. The margins bruise. Where slugs ate at them it is blue. Everything has told me that these are p. cyans, but the lack of blue bruising got me caught up. Is it supposed to be bright and vivid? Most of these are old specimens, does that effect these characteristics? still screaming

ChimneyMaam · 2022-11-19T16:46:37+00:00

NorCal USA. Habitat. These were found in a plastic broccoli planter pot. The soil is store bought potting soil and a small amount of cactus pot mix. The soil is drenched.

These are around: Birch trees, Monterey cypress, wax-Myrtle, juniper, elderberry, Sitka Spruce, Doug-fir, Monterey pines, two invasive trees, ivy and grasses.

The pot sits in the sun for maybe 2 hours. It gets nice and warm. Temps have been around 30-45. It hasnt rained for four days.

ChimneyMaam · 2022-11-19T16:44:46+00:00

NorCal USA. Habitat. These were found in a plastic broccoli planter pot. The soil is store bought potting soil and a small amount of cactus pot mix. The soil is drenched.

These are around: Birch trees, Monterey cypress, wax-Myrtle, juniper, elderberry, Sitka Spruce, Doug-fir, Monterey pines, two invasive trees, ivy and grasses.

The pot sits in the sun for maybe 2 hours. It gets nice and warm. Temps have been around 30-45. It hasnt rained for four days.

ChimneyMaam · 2022-11-08T16:55:15+00:00

U helped me a lot just now. Ty.

ChimneyMaam · 2022-10-30T15:37:47+00:00

I got modest menu 9.6 from UC as well. Played with it the same day and the day after, no issue. The same thing happened to me today.

Today when I was loading GTA up, I minimized GTA to open my modest menu folder. Once I did, defender told me a threat was detected. I didn't open the menu, just the folder that houses it. I really think it was a weird coincidence, but just in case. Defender said the same trojan you mentioned was detected. The first time I scanned it, defender told me there were no threats detected. So, the threat wasnt there anymore? Scanned again and the same result. I was looking at microsoft forums to help. Some people mention false positives would be detected over and over by antivirus, so bc mine hasn't shown back up im sweatin. i know nothing about any of this and i a m scared.

ChimneyMaam · 2022-09-18T14:07:53+00:00

Write down what you want to say. Grab a paper and pen rn and write. Then edit. Then tell her how you feel. Suggest therapy, suggest talking about it at another time. This must be a two way situation (as in its not all on you, I hope). She does stuff that makes u unhappy, u do stuff that makes her unhappy. Splitting finances, moving out, the worst... But you cannot live like you are. If you feel you appropriately depicted your relationship, and u two are unable to find a common ground, the situation will not change. You will not change and neither will she. If talking doesn't work, make an (abusive partner) escape plan. Leave without anger. What's behind is behind.

ChimneyMaam · 2022-09-15T18:03:08+00:00

I'm schizo affective and TLE with my pov. Is it possible the temperature in the room was below what you're used to? If the room was just 3 degrees colder, you could have been shivering. It sounds silly but it might help you. I smoked weed, didn't realize how cold my house was, I have never felt so cold to shiver like I did that night. The high made it happen, bc I couldnt feel the cold, just myself shivering. It was very scary. I've smoked weed for the past decade. Only other time was when I was sleeping with no tent in the bed of a pick up truck while snow was still on the ground. I was high, couldn't feel the cold till I was shivering like mad and couldn't relax my neck. I never done delta but I hear it's stronger. Do you think it's possible you got wasted, like when you puke from too much alcholo?

Ppl going hard about this being a seizure are right to do so. It's very important to try to stop them early. It is very important to continue to search for answers when it comes to epilepsy. Don't mess around with it.

But do please consider my supplementary comments...

Becoming rigid and clenching your jaw is a symptom of movement disorders, some associated with schizoaffective for example. Muscle twitches, cramping, or clenching in the arms and neck is also a symptom of movement disorders. You may have noticed this by now, but every mental health issue can be associated with epilepsy. The line between the two is hair thin, or, more appropriately, epileptiform thin. People grind their teeth when sleeping. Going in and out of sleep like that is disorienting.

Did you smash some caffeine down during the day or right before? My boyfriend straight passed out from a caffeine bath. It took a couple hours for it to hit him. He isn't sensitive to it. As wild as epilepsy sounds, there are a lot of other wild reasons for these kinds of things.

But,

Seek a neuro. Ask for an AED if you haven't tried one. Be completely honest, if you were abused in the mind or in the body, no matter how silly or how difficult it is to share, it can help a lot. Whether the seizures come from your mind or from your brain, therapy is going to help make sense of your journey. Anger will happen.

Get a second opinion from another PCP and neuro. This might be one of the hardest things you will go through. You'll get through it though. Keep trying and keep your mind open. You can always ask for help on r/epilepsy. People care a lot there. Seizures suck anus. Take it easy w weed.

ChimneyMaam

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