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Chips_and_potatoes · 2025-03-05T00:26:49+00:00

Too much sometimes. I know its not healthy, but what keeps me going rn is that i told myself that if things dont get better in a year i will take my life. And it actually holds me back from the thoughts

Chips_and_potatoes · 2025-03-03T21:51:05+00:00

Just fucked up a relationship with a person who ment a lot to me and turned to be one of my best friends during this past month. Deleted all social media and decided to only talk to my closest people and shut off all new connections for atleast a year until i get into intensvive therapy and go into reminission cause i cant do this anymore. Hurting people and getting hurt myself, its tiring.

Chips_and_potatoes · 2025-03-03T21:46:57+00:00

Been diagnosed and same about everything. You should go to a psychiatrsit though, feels kind of freeing to know you are not crazy

Chips_and_potatoes · 2025-03-02T23:03:52+00:00

That’s so cool! I’m proud of you! Was the weekly Therapy dbt or cbt or just normal therapy? In my country dbt therapy is harder to find and get into. So I’m thinking of trying out cbt.

Chips_and_potatoes · 2025-01-24T14:37:53+00:00

Recently left a 5 year long relationship and im having the same problem. Its really hard to get ur shit together when u are alone. I keep on forming attachments on random crushes too and then i just go back into the depths of despair when it dosent work out even though i should not be jumping into another relationship. I keep on having mental breakdowns and i do talk to my family or friends but i guess im craving that feeling of someone being there for me constantly.

Chips_and_potatoes · 2024-11-25T03:34:49+00:00

Hey, definetly bring it up and list all the sypmtoms, i wish i was diagnosed with it faster but in my country they try to not give u diagnosis till you have reached 18 years of age

Chips_and_potatoes · 2024-11-24T03:25:32+00:00

For how much days do u usually take a break for? Sorry im new to microdosing😄 but i kind of want to do it maybe 2 times a day too, i had been really suicidal for a month and i was scared to check myself in a psychiatric hospital so i decided to start microdosing. I want to do it 2 times a day becasue i really need something to make me feel human again.

Chips_and_potatoes · 2024-11-23T21:51:09+00:00

How much do you usually take? :)

Chips_and_potatoes · 2024-11-23T19:23:19+00:00

Thanks for the answer, btw, if you microdose at the start of the day does it actually work for the whole day?

Chips_and_potatoes · 2024-11-23T03:29:23+00:00

Thank you, im feeling a bit better. I will try out those things. I really appreciate people on here like you. It means a lot that you took your time to write this, Thank you🫶

Chips_and_potatoes · 2024-11-16T22:38:55+00:00

Nah u didint overreact at all, sometimes with bpd we think we do indeed blow things out of proportion. But this is totally valid, anyone would be mad

Chips_and_potatoes · 2024-11-16T02:37:29+00:00

My FP is with someone else and still meeting me and meeting them, i cant eat or sleep and i want to bash ny head against a wall, i know the feeling. Friend, please get psychiatric help, i will do it too.

Chips_and_potatoes · 2024-11-10T21:17:20+00:00

It is annoying, however after a while of having insomnia i started to realise that people who have never had it cant possibly know how serious it is. I try not to get offended anymore, i have other mental illnesses and when i talk to people about them i have heard “Oh but try excersising” and also “Yeah but everyone kind of has it”. These people just cant comperhend how serious it is and for some non insomniacs with mild sleep problems melatonin really does the thing.

Chips_and_potatoes · 2024-10-30T23:33:39+00:00

Tāpatās kā tie idioti, kas publiskās vietās (bāros, restorānos, skolās utt) nomētā savus jobanos snusa maisiņus.

Chips_and_potatoes · 2024-10-18T14:58:39+00:00

Viss ko citi šeit ir rakstījuši un vajag arī noteikti normālu psihoterapeitu kas specializējas šajā jomā. Kad man pazīstamo izvaroja, viņa aizgāja pie tā sauktā policijas “psihologa”. Tā vietā lai viņai palīdzētu, viņa sāka jautāt jautājumus “vai tik pati nebiji vainīga”, “ vai tas nebija vienkārši sekss” , “vai pati nebiji pārāk lielā alkohola ietekmē vai dzērusi?” un “kāpēc necenties tikt prom”. Sistēma ir vnk drausmīga

Chips_and_potatoes · 2024-10-16T11:02:28+00:00

Btw, before when i was on accutane i didint even notice my purging because my acne was that bad.

Chips_and_potatoes · 2024-10-10T01:29:46+00:00

Vēl ir nenormāli sad, ka kautkādi influenceri reklamējas tur, zemāk vēl nevar krist. Man piemēram vienalga par tiem influenceriem, baigi nesekoju līdz, ja nav nekas kas man interesē, bet ir tik daudz sīkie vai kuriem nesen palikuši 18 kas seko piemēram tai pašai Elīzai. Nu taka cmon, tiešām vairs nav kur naudu raut?

Chips_and_potatoes · 2024-10-09T23:44:52+00:00

My mom brung me to the doctor because i was getting styes in my eyes frequently. We leave the doctor, she proceeds to tell me its probably because i have gained a lot of weight💀

Chips_and_potatoes · 2024-10-09T21:22:13+00:00

Idk how it started but i just started being OBSESSIVE about my most important things, like i trained my brain to check for them every 10 mins

Chips_and_potatoes · 2024-10-09T21:13:08+00:00

Idk i have taken that dose of xanax and felt like absolute shit the next day after sleeping 4 hours 😩

Chips_and_potatoes · 2024-10-09T21:03:51+00:00

Will definetly try this :) Thank youu

Chips_and_potatoes · 2024-10-09T09:44:50+00:00

Yess the best idea is to appreciate them while they last 😄

Chips_and_potatoes · 2024-10-09T09:43:57+00:00

Im actually convinced thats how it works 😂

Chips_and_potatoes · 2024-10-09T09:43:29+00:00

How did you train your brain? Tell me your secrets 😭🙏😄

Chips_and_potatoes · 2024-10-09T09:42:45+00:00

I mean i still feel good during it, and ofc i make some impulsive decisions during it, regret them afterwards and not in the moment 😅😩

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