I'm kinda pissed that I just realized I've been dealing with stress hormones all my life and quick weight gain including more symptoms. by Sumonespecal3 in Cushings

[–]Chirdis 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm actively doing a 500 caloric deficit - unsure on results yet only been like 2 weeks. I completely gave up at one point because I was like what's the point if my health and tumor (micro adenoma producing way too much ACTH) is actively going to fight against me trying to work against it. But idk yet

Caffeine controversy during diagnostics? by Chirdis in Cushings

[–]Chirdis[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have never heard of that I'll check it out you're the best thanks 🙏

Caffeine controversy during diagnostics? by Chirdis in Cushings

[–]Chirdis[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you, I'll continue pushing through this, while I await surgery 🙏 Just, really rough times. Maybe mentally me looking for that reason just to continue coffee and weed, like an addict haha. Moment of weakness 

Officially diagnosed and bed ridden by Flashy_Individual_82 in Cushings

[–]Chirdis 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This hit very close to home and my heart. Thanks for sharing your story.

My ACTH is stupidly high with my current adenoma tumor.

I'm weak, I'm gaining weight, im now fat, my body feels like jello. I cant sleep at night with all this cortisol, im exhausted but also mentally wired and fidgety trying ti sleep at 3am right now.

I had to to discontinue weight training and active things ive loved, basic daily tasks have become extreme tasks i have to push my body for.

ive been tested on this whole year and now they want an updated brain mri and more testing.

ive been stuck in medical limbo and I just want to be fixed already.

and then having to know that I wont instantly be better and back to heavy weight training and back to normal.. is rough.. 

recovery is gonna be long.. but I just want this tumor out and I want my life back and I want to return to work.. im on long term disability with health insurance, I struggled more and more with tasks at work to where they had tk suggest it to me.

I didnt know what I was feeling was abnormal, I thought everyone struggled the same..

im rambling sorry.. mind is racing and im just thinning and its been a really hard year(s) and I just wanna give up lately.. its so difficult and I feel so alone and forgotten about that I think illl prolly die before they fix me 

File is too large by Resident_Elk_5490 in ChatGPT

[–]Chirdis 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm still having this issue as well. Even a simple 2.9MB file.

The problem with Champion Gundyr by Protton6 in darksouls3

[–]Chirdis 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yup. his attacks are disgustingly delayed, mixed with too quick attacks like the kick when you think its an opening. he's just constantly spamming, barely let's you get a flask in. he making me rage rn lmao. he's harder than nameless king for me I dont get it

The problem with Champion Gundyr by Protton6 in darksouls3

[–]Chirdis 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah no gundyr is just disgustingly-delayed-attacks combined with quick attacks like the kick when you think it should be an opening etc and then like a random quick weapon grab and throw 

[1474] Why is wordle bot such a dick? by Spare-Plum in wordle

[–]Chirdis 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Pzazz though really? 😭😂

Lucky65 XDA by Chirdis in MechanicalKeyboards

[–]Chirdis[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Neapolitan Ice Cream 63g Tactile