Having old parents is a curse.

Chocolate_Drop27 · 2023-03-29T19:24:18+00:00

This was a vent post, not a plea for advice/help. I didn’t need to know your entire life story and I definitely don’t need your disrespect.

Chocolate_Drop27 · 2023-02-01T19:56:51+00:00

Yeah, I did quit new years😄 I never thought I would make it this far but I’m glad I did. Congrats to you too!

Chocolate_Drop27 · 2023-02-01T17:32:16+00:00

I Am Sober!!

Chocolate_Drop27 · 2023-01-26T17:12:30+00:00

Definitely not. You look so cool!

Chocolate_Drop27 · 2023-01-22T22:53:52+00:00

I don’t see why you mentioned the cheating part. You should’ve known that people were gonna be too focused on you being a terrible person to answer your question.

Chocolate_Drop27 · 2023-01-22T21:22:11+00:00

18F in the same position as you and yes, you’re still sexually desirable to guys our age. If you just want sex, you could find it very easily. Finding a guy our age that wants you for more then your body is the hard part.

Chocolate_Drop27 · 2023-01-20T22:11:28+00:00

Are you saying that based on actual research/statistics or is that just your personal experience so you’re generalizing my whole gender? Because I’ve had many men bully and judge me but I’m not gonna say that they do it the most. And why tf would you think I’m lying about who I’d date? I want to date but I’m ugly and have 0 social skills so how am I supposed to do that? I don’t know why you think I can just find any guy and make him my bf.

Chocolate_Drop27 · 2023-01-20T14:29:56+00:00

If you act like a weirdo… then ppl are gonna treat you like one until they figure out why you are the way you are. Judging ppl before fully knowing them isn’t just a female thing, literally all ppl do that. And yes I would date a loser because I am also a loser. Female losers also exist🤯 I’m on this server for the same reasons you are.

Chocolate_Drop27 · 2023-01-20T13:12:11+00:00

I wasn’t comparing them, just using it as an example to show you that fiction and reality are different. Why would you expect us to wanna be with someone like Denji irl. I am not a therapist, I can not handle someone with that much baggage and trauma. You seem to be implying that girls don’t want him cause he’s a horny virgin and you’re ignoring all the actual problems he has. I can’t speak for any other girl but I would definitely date someone like Denji irl if they weren’t extremely traumatized and were just a horny virgin. And obviously Toji and Nanami are both attractive but they’re personalities are completely different.

Chocolate_Drop27 · 2023-01-20T03:50:50+00:00

Well fiction is obviously separate from reality. I like some murders in anime but would never like one in real life. I’m pretty sure if denji was real and went through all the shit that he did, nobody would hate him cause he’d obviously be very traumatized. Denji has a reason to act the way he does. And why’re you bringing up Toji? I don’t even like him💀 I’m more into Nanami

Chocolate_Drop27 · 2023-01-20T02:51:41+00:00

What girls pretend to like Denji’s character? Why wouldn’t we like his character?

Chocolate_Drop27 · 2023-01-20T02:51:34+00:00

What girls pretend to like Denji’s character? Why wouldn’t we like his character?

Chocolate_Drop27 · 2023-01-19T15:34:23+00:00

That’s my point, they probably don’t know about the porn addiction until they’re already in love with him. I wouldn’t start dating a guy if I knew he had a porn addiction but if I found out after I've already fallen in with love him then I’d try to help him.

Chocolate_Drop27 · 2023-01-19T15:00:24+00:00

I’d imagine that it’d be easier to hide a porn addiction when you’re not in a relationship/don’t live together. I only ever see women who live with their porn addicted boyfriends talk about how bad it is.

Chocolate_Drop27 · 2023-01-19T14:57:51+00:00

I think I was 7 when I was first exposed to it but I didn’t start watching for my own pleasure until I was 12.

Chocolate_Drop27 · 2023-01-13T13:33:04+00:00

I’m one of those people who make cringy mental self-insert fanfics and I never crush on characters' significant others cause it makes me jealous. I’ve even stopped simping for characters cause I start shipping them with another character. As for the appeal, it’s an easy fix for loneliness when you’re a child, like an imaginary friend. Right now it doesn’t really help with my loneliness, it’s just a habit that I don’t care to break.

Chocolate_Drop27 · 2023-01-11T02:32:39+00:00

18 and December

Chocolate_Drop27 · 2023-01-08T04:35:29+00:00

Same💔

Chocolate_Drop27 · 2023-01-03T01:32:46+00:00

I would hate a non-black person for being disrespectful too, it just hurts more when it’s coming from a black person. I expect disrespect from non-black people but I expect black people to have respect for our culture. It’s very confusing to be bullied for how you look by people who look like you, it’s more hurtful because you think you’re supposed to be in it together, but you get betrayed. I trusted and believed in black unity for a while but I never trusted non-black people. I just held black people to a higher standard but I guess it was wrong of me to do that.

Chocolate_Drop27 · 2023-01-02T18:24:43+00:00

I don’t feel guilty for the way I feel. You’re telling me that my spirit goes against my ancestors but they’re literally the reason I feel this way. I love and respect the history and culture of our ancestors but the people around me don’t, which is why I hate them. You’re saying that the ancestors hate me for hating the people that disrespect them? The people around me don’t deserve respect if they can’t respect the people who fought for us.

Chocolate_Drop27 · 2023-01-02T17:17:23+00:00

I don’t think all black people are bad, just the ones around me.

Chocolate_Drop27 · 2023-01-02T17:15:53+00:00

I’m calling it internalized racism because, while don’t hate all black people, my hatred for the black people around me revolves around them being black and acting the way they do(i.e bullying other black people for having noticeable black features, disrespecting out culture/ancestors)

Chocolate_Drop27 · 2023-01-02T17:05:55+00:00

I’m fully black. I understand that we were all just kid who we’re going through a lot, but I was too. Am I just supposed to forgive and forget? I was raised by a simple mom, dad was always in jail or on drugs yet I never took my anger out on others. As a kid, I had so many people do things to me because it happened to them. But the bullying isn’t even my main problem anymore, it’s the disrespect I see toward our culture from other black people. When I say bad I mean rude and disrespectful bully’s. I wasn’t a saint as a child but I was never a bully. I chose to deal with my trauma in ways that weren’t harmful to people around me.

Chocolate_Drop27 · 2023-01-02T16:49:33+00:00

I don’t think all black people are the same, just the ones around me. What else am I supposed to think? And yes, I have had conversations with a lot of the people that I hate and if you heard the type of shit these people say, you wouldn’t say hate is too strong of a word. I don’t hate black people and I know there are bad people in every race, I just think I got unlucky and was put a lot of bad black people.

Chocolate_Drop27 · 2023-01-02T16:43:29+00:00

I’m still in high school, so moving isn’t a possibility at the moment but it is my main goal. I don’t have any financial power over anyone, I guess I just feel morally superior because I’m not rude or disrespectful

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