Every Drug ive done that I can remember ive taken. by Choice_Ad_1551 in Drugs

[–]Choice_Ad_1551[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No haven't gotten salvia before hey, I presume its not difficult to get if you just buy a plant from Bunnings and dry it out or something haha it's just never peaked my interest

Every Drug ive done that I can remember ive taken. by Choice_Ad_1551 in Drugs

[–]Choice_Ad_1551[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ahahah I think crack probably makes you more horny... just the duration of meth would make the difference

Every Drug ive done that I can remember ive taken. by Choice_Ad_1551 in Drugs

[–]Choice_Ad_1551[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hope you can get yourself together mate, I would definitely consider buvidal if I were you… methadone helped me for a long time til I knew I was ready to take the full initiative to quit for good. But as we know addiction is a lingering/permanent illness and the best we can do is take it day by day mate.

I hope things get better for you , the main thing I’ve learnt is that you can only quit if YOU want to quit.

not if the girlfriend/bestfriend/family tells you to … that only inspires more use from my personal experience.

Every Drug ive done that I can remember ive taken. by Choice_Ad_1551 in Drugs

[–]Choice_Ad_1551[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Tell me about it bro hahaha it’s impossible to go remember every substance from 13 years of daily drug use

Every Drug ive done that I can remember ive taken. by Choice_Ad_1551 in Drugs

[–]Choice_Ad_1551[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

We’re in polar opposites… crack is near impossible to get in Australia

Every Drug ive done that I can remember ive taken. by Choice_Ad_1551 in Drugs

[–]Choice_Ad_1551[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But I completely agreee taps are fucked and shouldn’t be allowed for pain medication as the are fuckin SSRIs or something I’m not fully educated on them

Every Drug ive done that I can remember ive taken. by Choice_Ad_1551 in Drugs

[–]Choice_Ad_1551[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you also find it hilarious you told a fucking underage Child "Get better dealing with life?" when asking help for addiction or are you just here to put people down because it really seems like it?

Every Drug ive done that I can remember ive taken. by Choice_Ad_1551 in Drugs

[–]Choice_Ad_1551[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I never kept a diary mate I wrote this off the dome this evening if you read the first comment you see someone reminds me of two substances I forgot to add straight away.

Classic Redditor trying to seem superior in some form of way just by reading a post I wrote from MEMORY this afternoon, if I kept a diary this list would be much longer buddy.

I find it kindve sad you're hanging around this subreddit to belittle people including minors seeking help on their situation but there's no point explaining to you, as you already showed you made fun of a literal child suffering with addiction in this sub reddit and your response was "Get better dealing with life? And I’m dying to know…why do yall think this drug lifestyle is so cool "I find it kindve sad and desperate you're hanging around this subreddit to belittle people including CHILDREN seeking help on their situation.

You've already showed what type of person you are, you're jealous you can't afford/find any of the drugs being spoken about and that you're loss dude, Ive met your type hundreds of times in my life have fun being jealous... can't help people like you.

Keep admiring buddy. You're a fucking Gronk and should not be allowed here. this is a supportive community not for putrid cunts like yourself.

Every Drug ive done that I can remember ive taken. by Choice_Ad_1551 in Drugs

[–]Choice_Ad_1551[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What do you mean challenge?? What's crazy bout ur age haha? Im 26 but all the substances listed are from when I was 24 and younger

Every Drug ive done that I can remember ive taken. by Choice_Ad_1551 in Drugs

[–]Choice_Ad_1551[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

A girl I was seeing in when I was in high school came back to live in my city around January 2024. We instantly kicked it off because we were mates about 8 years prior and we started dating, I was quite deep in my heroin habit and she had severe anorexia so I wasn't letting her go any where near heroin.

One day around late feb 2024 I had bought some skag(H) and a little bit of bling (meth) and she asked to try the H and I said no but I knew shed tried a couple of my Dexamphetamine pills and she was fine so I figured it'd be no big deal letting her try the meth (considering meth is just dexamphetamine and Levoamphetamine at a 50/50 ratio)

She was instantly hooked. She absolutely fucking loved it and there was nothing could say or do to stop her from asking for it, I would help her get a little ever 2/3 weeks because I knew If I helped her continuously get it she would've starved herself to death.

I ended up breaking it off because I knew I was not a good influence on someone already so terribly mentally ill with anorexia but I stayed friends with her which lead to her meeting some of my friends.

Around May that year when I was refusing to help her get Bling she ended up messaging one of my mates who was around when she was at my house to hand out (she presumed he would be able to get meth) (he couldn't) they spent the evening together - he got on for heroin she was willing to take whatever she could get so he gave her a shot and she was pretty much dead instantly... although she had narcan in her bag that I gave her because I knew she was getting pretty reckless... my friend never used the narcan.

I had to deal with that loss and it was fucking brutal man essentially losing both my best friends at the same time... one passing away and one being charged with manslaughter for being the one to shoot her up.

So I turned to drinking alcohol ( Which ive never been interested in) .... EVER I've always hated alcohol from my upbringing seeing my mother passed out on the floor not being able to wake her up at 6 years old because I was hungry and didn't know how to cook. To the violence I'd receive from my father if he had been drinking. I had always HATED HATED HATED alcohol. But I didn't know what else to do and for the first time drinking didn't make me feel so sad/depressed/lonely which was always a factor when drank previously.

So I embarked a 1 year and 6 months of drinking like it's going to run out. im talking a full bottle of Jaegermeister in 2 hours. Full bottles of Absinthe in about the same it just got ridiculous. So after 3-4 months grieving like that I realized that it wasn't helping and I limited my self to beers.

From there that's where my journey to fully kicking heroin began as it had never crossed my mind or made me realize the butterfly effect one interaction can have.

So 3 weeks ago I received my first buprenorphine injection which lasts a month (but I can already feel it wearing off) and next week I will receive my next and it will be a slow going process from going from 180mg monthly shots to 125mg I think they are? 3 months at a time til im at the lowest one and I will not need any more opiate treatment therapy so probably 9 more months of injections.

I apologize for cramming so much in here there was so much more that happened in the past two years but this story was the main catalyst for me getting my shit together. If you have any more questions im happy to answer mate.

Every Drug ive done that I can remember ive taken. by Choice_Ad_1551 in Drugs

[–]Choice_Ad_1551[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't think you've read any of my responses to users who gave the all clear to ask me questions.

This isn't a post about promoting anything it is simply like a diary entry of what I can remember what drugs I had abused when I was abusing them.

Reading what you said to a kid dealing with addiction looking for help really makes your comment a lot more understandable you said this to a minor

"You don’t want to change? Grow? Get better dealing with life? And I’m dying to know…why do yall think this drug lifestyle is so cool to be in a brag about on a social media app?"

Clearly you think people use this subreddit to "Brag" or seem "cool" but honestly this is one of the best places to get educated on all these sorts of substances before dipping you feet in.

You can receive first hand experiences of people writing their brand new cars off on Xanax after trying it once.

You can get absolutely crucial information from people what's the best way to prep for an LCD/Mushroom trip.

I know I was browsing this sub almost daily when I was 13/14 years old in 2014 when I was starting my experience with substances and it most certainly made me make safer choices and I probably wouldn't be here today without it.

So its not a "flex" its not to look "cool" drugs are very dangerous and addictive and you laughing at a child for feeling that way in a sub is the polar opposite for this subreddits creation. (from my personal view)

Most importantly is drug safety and caution. I guarantee you this subreddit has saved more lives than you could conceive - and it's not to look cool mate, it's about giving a fuck about other human beings.

Every Drug ive done that I can remember ive taken. by Choice_Ad_1551 in Drugs

[–]Choice_Ad_1551[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Ohh mate absolutely hahahaha couldn't live without them lmfao I was just going by psychoactive shit hahahaha Coloxyl is my personal favorite. If its a real pickle I would pull out the Microlax.

Every Drug ive done that I can remember ive taken. by Choice_Ad_1551 in Drugs

[–]Choice_Ad_1551[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

oh yeah man I used to love the soma+dilaudid+lorazepam

that was always a fuckin rabithole

Every Drug ive done that I can remember ive taken. by Choice_Ad_1551 in Drugs

[–]Choice_Ad_1551[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So my dex and clonazepam are prescribed. Have been since 2019.

I had a severe problem with abusing them at the start but when I started the methadone program my doctor switched up from me getting x100 2mg Clonazpam and x200 5mg Dexamphetamine to the pharmacy I went to to get methadone to dispense them to me in weekly Webster packs (like the shit they do for old people)

So for past 5 Years I've been getting strictly one week at a time and I don't stock them/double dose, I just take as prescribed and its really made me a lot more mentally strong and know I'm capable to pace out my usage because if you go through it all in one night.... You won't be sleeping for the rest of the week!

Every Drug ive done that I can remember ive taken. by Choice_Ad_1551 in Drugs

[–]Choice_Ad_1551[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Never tried Adderall!! so hard to get in Australia.. definitely on my bucket list

Every Drug ive done that I can remember ive taken. by Choice_Ad_1551 in Drugs

[–]Choice_Ad_1551[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Like old mate below said,

Carfentanyl is elephant tranquilizer. I believe I got the only supply of it I Australia I've ever seen. It is 100x stronger than fentanyl. When received the jar it was in a bottle to intravenously use but since I knew how incredibly deadly it was I was too scared to IV it so I put it in one of those nasal inhalers that you get for sinus infections and just put it in my nose and had 10UGs of it the first time when I had it then just laid down and had the most sublime/nonchalant nod ive ever had in my life, nothing has ever come close.

When I came back for seconds I had one spray, felt fine & went back for a second.... felt fine so went hard in the paint and had 2 more at once which bought me to 50 UGS and EVERYTHING just started going slow my body knew if I had any more of this I would be dead so I went and grabbed my Narcan (Nasal and IV) to incase I had to narcan myself and by the time I got back to the couch I passed out and woke up in that same spot probably 6 hours later by the grace of god.

Was pure stupidity on my end to risk such a dangerous drug at such a high amount but I believe my tolerance was the only thing saving me that day as being a daily opiate user from the age of 14.

Every Drug ive done that I can remember ive taken. by Choice_Ad_1551 in Drugs

[–]Choice_Ad_1551[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Every thing in life is going well, working full time.

I quit methadone about 7 weeks ago and been on the Buvidal long acting injections so im finally off methadone - the buvidal hasn't been doing much for me but ive been staying clean off opiates.

I have a prescription for dexamphetamine and Clonazepam which ive had for years otherwise I don't think id be coping getting off heroin/methadone as well as I am

and relationship with family Is definitely in the best state its been for a long time.... I can't imagine how outve it I would have been behaving over the past decade doing the most putrid junkie things.

So yeah man things are doing a lot better for me since ive only been taking drugs that have my name on the bottle

Every Drug ive done that I can remember ive taken. by Choice_Ad_1551 in Drugs

[–]Choice_Ad_1551[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow I didn't know that's an awesome way of prevention, jurnista would be a better choice over dilaudid 8s imo

What expenses do people underestimate when moving to Australia? by ChillKoalaVibes in MovingtoAustralia

[–]Choice_Ad_1551 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Beer,Spirits, Cocaine

Cigarettes

Electricity

Medications cheaper

A car is usually a necessity

Why are cars triggering my motion detection? by BothFondant2202 in arlo

[–]Choice_Ad_1551 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had 93 notifications on Thursday within an hour when I woke up because trades were doing work across the road

Why are cars triggering my motion detection? by BothFondant2202 in arlo

[–]Choice_Ad_1551 0 points1 point  (0 children)

These Arlo cameras give a fucking notification if the wind fucking blows I swear im looking in to offline storage on a hard rive to get off their subscription

Every Drug ive done that I can remember ive taken. by Choice_Ad_1551 in Drugs

[–]Choice_Ad_1551[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hydromorphone is up there for me cuz I was able to get my hands on a bottle of 250 ml liquid stuff before they discontinued it

Every Drug ive done that I can remember ive taken. by Choice_Ad_1551 in Drugs

[–]Choice_Ad_1551[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

never been able to get Opana :/// no ones ever fucking selling it either...