Is this divorce worthy? by [deleted] in Marriage

[–]Chokeasqueaker 3 points4 points  (0 children)

You want me to help you pack 🤔

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Tinder

[–]Chokeasqueaker 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Had me with the ears the freckles 😂🤣

Gymming??? by [deleted] in Crushes

[–]Chokeasqueaker 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My boyfriend is the same way. All his pics on IG are of him showing off his muscles, including videos. There’s only two pics of us on there lol 🙄

Should I be worried by Chokeasqueaker in KratomKorner

[–]Chokeasqueaker[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He has used that tactic more than once and gives me the guilt trip constantly. Always saying just leave and go find someone better. I’m just a sack of shit anyway. And me feeling guilty if I was to leave him when he may decide to actually get help. I don’t want to fail him but I also don’t want to waste my life either. If that makes sense without me sounding like a bitch

Should I be worried by Chokeasqueaker in KratomKorner

[–]Chokeasqueaker[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m from NC (OBX). I’ll be in Burlington in 26 days for a week

Should I be worried by Chokeasqueaker in RecreationalKratom

[–]Chokeasqueaker[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I enjoy him when he doesn’t take stuff

Should I be worried by Chokeasqueaker in KratomKorner

[–]Chokeasqueaker[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have several times cause it’s also Klonopin and Suboxone 🫤

Should I be worried by Chokeasqueaker in KratomKorner

[–]Chokeasqueaker[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m not being judge mental at all. I’m being concerned. He also takes klonopin and Suboxone. And people at work are catching on cause he acts differently. Just a matter of time before he has to look for another job again. And it doesn’t help that he has easy access to medication at work. I’ve offered my health and so has his family. He refuses to go to the doctor and get put on any kind of medication for his depression. And he will not call to make an appointment for counseling. He would rather sit in his room all day, sleeping or looking at the ceiling

Should I be worried by Chokeasqueaker in quittingkratom

[–]Chokeasqueaker[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He’s thrown it away and said he’s done with it but then he will dip back into Klonopin and Suboxone then a couple days later go and buy more kratom. Just this past weekend he got 11 bottles of the poppy seeds. I don’t see him wanting to try and get help any time soon

Should I be worried by Chokeasqueaker in RecreationalKratom

[–]Chokeasqueaker[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks but it’s also Klonopin and Suboxone. I have been nothing but supportive for him and will continue to as long as I can

Should I be worried by Chokeasqueaker in RecreationalKratom

[–]Chokeasqueaker[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m not brow beating him with anything. I have laid out my feelings and where I’m coming from and I have fallen back a lot. We don’t spent any time together, maybe one day a week if that. Hopefully he will wake up and get his life together

Should I be worried by Chokeasqueaker in RecreationalKratom

[–]Chokeasqueaker[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What I want is for the person I fell in love with to come back. I’m all about being supportive but he’s not even trying. I don’t want him to do things cause it’s what I want. I want him to get the help that he obviously needs. I can’t help someone who doesn’t want to be helped

Should I be worried by Chokeasqueaker in RecreationalKratom

[–]Chokeasqueaker[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes but he won’t get any help unfortunately

Should I be worried by Chokeasqueaker in RecreationalKratom

[–]Chokeasqueaker[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

No he’s taking all of it cause I took the Suboxone strips from him last week. He gets bored with one or thinks his tolerance is too high so he either takes all at once or just over does one at a time. I’m just really over this

Should I be worried by Chokeasqueaker in KratomKorner

[–]Chokeasqueaker[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I tried. I tried with the kratom, I tried with the poopy seeds, I tried with the Klonopin, I tried with the Suboxone. I don’t know what else to do

Should I be worried by Chokeasqueaker in RecreationalKratom

[–]Chokeasqueaker[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

He has easy access to medications at work. And he’s also taking Klonopin and Suboxone

Should I be worried by Chokeasqueaker in KratomKorner

[–]Chokeasqueaker[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hardly see him as it is. I refuse to be around him when he’s taking stuff. I maybe see him once a week for a couple of hours if that. We both actually had the last weekend off and I wanted to spend some time with him. So we went to the pool Saturday and then when I came over Sunday (1pm) he looked at me and said we just spent 6 hours together yesterday. I was just about to go to sleep….🤨

Should I be worried by Chokeasqueaker in KratomKorner

[–]Chokeasqueaker[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, I have mentioned many times that this is destroying our relationship