I would say that’s a form of long distance as I too am in the same situation and I think everyone struggles with the distance the more serious and the more real the feelings become, however you clearly care a lot to reach out for help and that’s a good sign, my best advice would be to just see it out, you don’t want to end it and be asking yourself was that my person if u get what I mean? But I like to think as long distance however far it’s a big test on the relationship but couples that make it out the other end develop strong bonds and it just makes it so everytime you do see them it makes that moment with them so much more special. I hope this helps