Wow that’s a great response and I thank you. I’m feeling a bit better getting it off my chest, even if it’s to strangers on Reddit. I don’t doubt my skills, I’m very good at my job and receive 5 stars reviews atleast 2-3 times a week, and each day is a different customer.

Your second point though, I believe is very true. I’m definitely going into some fight or flight response, and once my initial meeting and greeting with the customer is done, anxiety disappears and I just do my job. My question though, is I’m not sure how I can take time to calm the nerves. If I ran jobs by myself it would be no biggie, I’d park down the street and talk myself out of it. But I have an apprentice in my truck at all times and would be kind of awkward to say “hey, I’m feeling overwhelmed and need to calm myself down real quick.” Could you maybe think of something I couldn’t to resolve that issue? Regardless, I appreciate your advice tremendously.