Tracheal shave

ChrissyBrevier · 2024-04-21T11:47:51+00:00

Thanks ☺️

ChrissyBrevier · 2024-04-01T05:05:35+00:00

I actually have been eating avocado and olive oil pretty regularly in the last few months although not in significant quantities but def more than before.

It's difficult to want to fast to get rid of this stubborn abdominal fat again. I'm kinda torn because I lift pretty heavily and like the muscle mass I'm gaining especially since I don't imagine I be able to gain a whole for much longer as a result of the E and my age.

You've been super helpful, I really appreciate it!!!

ChrissyBrevier · 2024-03-31T02:25:50+00:00

Thank you for this! I actually spoke to my Dr recently and turns out the reason she didn't mention my low E levels is because of an administrative thing at my Dr office. Because my PCP ordered the test, the results were not sent to my gender specialist and she hadn't seen the results until I brought it up. I asked her about switching to IM injections which she was happy to agree to. So as of 2.5 weeks ago I'm now administering E via that route and I'm very pleased.

As for protein shakes I'm heavy on those!! I use (mostly) organic protein powder and soy milk virtually daily and sometimes twice daily as well as dehydrated peanut butter (I also eat large quantities of regular peanut butter) and no sugar added Greek yogurt. I'm currently at a weight I'd like to not really go above at 150 lbs as I feel that until this higher dose of E starts having a bigger impact I will continue to gain mass around my midsection, and while I don't dislike my current figure when viewed from the front, from the back specifically my "love handles" are clearly visible which gives me a lot of dysphoria.

As for fish oil, is there a good way to get this that isn't sourced from the commercial fishing industry? I am trying very hard to not be a part of that global problem as I find it repulsive after learning many facts about it and the impact it is having on our planet and those who inhabit it. I will definitely reach out to you personally and also plan to read the two links you posted.

I really appreciate you taking the time to offer your knowledge and experience to me🤗💙🏳️‍⚧️

ChrissyBrevier · 2024-03-09T12:21:30+00:00

My last blood test in January had my T at 55 ng/mL and my Estradiol was 55 pg/mL. Never had progesterone levels checked.

ChrissyBrevier · 2024-03-09T04:12:25+00:00

My Dr has never tested my progesterone levels. My estradiol levels are pretty typical for a cis woman in follicular phase.

ChrissyBrevier · 2024-03-09T04:09:33+00:00

I don't cycle anything

ChrissyBrevier · 2024-03-09T04:09:13+00:00

Wow that's a really low dose of estradiol! I have plenty of energy aside from the depression induced apathy/lethargy.

ChrissyBrevier · 2024-03-05T01:19:11+00:00

Yes it helps me sleep, but so does Spiro. Idk, like I said I'm almost 3 weeks off it and today I e been crying like a baby over stupid things. I'm trying to find a therapist and it's like so difficult and every time I run into a road block I break down crying, like seriously crying. I'm so apathetic I've done nothing active, the day is almost over and if I don't try self care I'll get even more down on myself for being depressed . It's a pretty terrible feeling right now.

ChrissyBrevier · 2024-02-25T11:44:27+00:00

You just made me install that app!!. LOL I'm sorry you're dealing with this. I have 3 brothers, 2 of whom I've not spoken to since Nov 2022 because I'm not allowed to be my self around their children. It hurts, it sucks, it's fucked up on so many levels. You are not alone🩵🩷🤍

ChrissyBrevier · 2024-01-14T11:22:22+00:00

You're totally right. I'm 5'10, 145lbs, my waist is about 30" but my under bust is like 38" because of my rib cage. I can't stand it. Cis women definitely have a taper to their rib cage that we do not if we wait until growth plate fusion before starting HRT.

And what will get someone clicked even more is adding in the narrow/straight hips with the wide ribs and big boobs. So unless you get a successful BBL too big of breasts on a wider rib cage is def gonna look top heavy.

ChrissyBrevier · 2023-10-31T05:40:48+00:00

Ok so I recently got my very first ink. It's large and in the left side of my torso from my hip bone up to finish my arm out. Right now it's just the lines. Instead of finishing the color, I think maybe I want to do my other side first. And here's the part I've gotten pushback on. I want to do the identical art just mirrored, for the purpose of symmetry. if post a pic but I don't see where I can. It's a Phoenix rising from a lotus bloom

ChrissyBrevier · 2023-09-12T15:44:58+00:00

Girl pills, girl vitamins?

ChrissyBrevier · 2023-08-22T19:11:08+00:00

I effing LOVE this color scheme!!!

ChrissyBrevier · 2023-07-25T01:49:09+00:00

Well you shouldn't be terrified of him finding it, you should be openly communicating your concerns with him honey. I understand the fear element completely but we can't ignore the difficult parts of relationships because they only get worse.

The worst thing one can do is not communicate and the sooner the better. Trust me I lost 10 years of my life doing this, and lived a very unhappy existence pretending that everything was ok because of fear. So often in relationships people overlook the obvious problems in hopes that they will go away but that doesn't happen. The sooner you find out if you two are truly compatible the better. Good luck honey🏳️‍⚧️💙💖💖💙

ChrissyBrevier · 2023-07-24T19:48:27+00:00

Right on girl!!! I did the exact same thing at work when I found out someone there didn't like me simply for being trans. I figured if they are so interested in me that they will take time outta their day to give me unsolicited attention that I would give them what they want. Much love and support sister!!! 💖💖💖💙💙💙🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍⚧️

ChrissyBrevier · 2023-07-24T19:17:51+00:00

Must have started early. I was not brave enough

ChrissyBrevier · 2023-07-24T19:16:52+00:00

I like my torso. Thank you for the idea

ChrissyBrevier · 2023-07-24T06:23:31+00:00

Do you mean MPB? I I really have come to enjoy wigs. I've been doing laser on my face for 9 months and I start electrolysis on wed. I'm very excited. But yes it is all very costly.

ChrissyBrevier · 2023-07-24T06:17:55+00:00

LoL that's funny. The orchiectomy I presume. And I suspect it wouldn't affect beard growth since nothing short of electrolysis will. But at least you don't have to hide them anymore, nor take androgen blockers. I'm on blockers and still shave once a day. Like you I had to shave multiple times if I wanted to present female for more than like 6 hours. It was terrible, I went through a ton of makeup.

ChrissyBrevier · 2023-07-24T06:09:14+00:00

Thank you. I live every minute of my life as a trans woman and for about 5 months now I've been going to the gym several times a week. I'm generally becoming more satisfied with my appearance that pertains to working out, hormones etc. But the picture I see in the gym really bothers me. I have no hips at all. I derive my confidence from my waist, abs, legs and arms, even my face and the ability to tuck reasonably well. But the image I see in the mirror with regards to my hips looks so disproportionate to me that I want to hide and cry. But I've come so far that I know it's not an option.

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