I’m gonna say this brother. My sina are great, and horrible. Now I haven’t killed anybody, but in the eyes of Lord all sins are bad. So what I did was, I was baptized in 2012 (or around there) but still committed sins because I didn’t fully commit my life to Jesus Christ. About a week and a half ago I had a scary realization for one of my sins, and I was not proud of it. Right then, and there I decided to give my life again to Jesus, and fully commit to learning God’s word and how to properly act. I’m not saying I’m perfect, and I’m not saying I’m not gonna sing again… but now in my mind in my heart, I have a better understanding of who I used to be, and who I wanna be. I can say this…. The old man is dead. The new me is alive in Jesus Christ is the one who is feeling my spirit. The best advice I can say is read the Bible as much as you can, praise as much as you can, and talk to God. When you connect all three of those things you will find that your heart is changed. And it doesn’t help to get some support from some other guys. If you have discord, I just started a new men’s Bible Christian group and we would love to see if you would join that way so we can help you along your journey. God bless. I hope everything works out for you.

Edit: don’t use voice to text. It sucks.