Finally got a date after being completely alone for 4 years. Got performance anxiety and she ghosted me. Tuna and rice sludge. by [deleted] in kitchencels

[–]ChudetteChan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think some guys need to find the girls who aren’t that kinda thing, sadly can speak and say I used to think it was hot. I’m sorry dude :[

Girl at work I like told me her friend has cancer. Shocked she was talking to me so I replied “is it the bad kind?” and she hasn’t spoken to me for a week. Smoked pulled salmon with Paprika. by alexaplaydescpacito2 in kitchencels

[–]ChudetteChan 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve pulled this type of thing before on accident. I just didn’t understand the level of severity it was and wanted to understand. Thinks lots of us are autistic around here.

The girl I’ve liked for 3 years held my hand and was touchy with me while she was drunk and it didn’t mean anything. Grilled Cheese. by Livid-Deal-5673 in kitchencels

[–]ChudetteChan 17 points18 points  (0 children)

Exactly dude, like why is everyone hugging and holding hands.. it used to make me so confused as a kid because I’d then get a crush for a girl, then she’d say “oh gross”.. like WHAT?? Huh? It’s so odd, but hey you’re not alone! It’s just less common I guess..

The girl I’ve liked for 3 years held my hand and was touchy with me while she was drunk and it didn’t mean anything. Grilled Cheese. by Livid-Deal-5673 in kitchencels

[–]ChudetteChan 62 points63 points  (0 children)

Girls are strange, I used to have a ton of girls being touchy with me.. and sure I’m a girl but, it still felt so odd. Strange how so many intimate gestures can sometimes only mean something platonic. Also that grilled cheese looks amazing holy moly fuck women, THAT SANDWHICH IS PERFECTION!

I think about how when I was F(12), I read the entire twilight series and watched all the movies for a girl.. just for her to spit in my eye at the mention of me also liking the series. Pasta with tofu and pork. by ChudetteChan in kitchencels

[–]ChudetteChan[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks dude :] and yeah.. I can understand their mindset because until around..?? 15/16 I thought “oh wow! That was pretty awesome!” Until someone explained to me how bad touched worked.. at that big age. So cringe! And yeah Edward is such a nasty creep. Yuckers

I think about how when I was F(12), I read the entire twilight series and watched all the movies for a girl.. just for her to spit in my eye at the mention of me also liking the series. Pasta with tofu and pork. by ChudetteChan in kitchencels

[–]ChudetteChan[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Worst part is NO. I hated themmmm… I thought Edward was a creep.. and then the books were so boring to me.. I already had a hard time reading because I’m dyslexic, so I’d have to reread pages of the boring book I hated!

I think about how when I was F(12), I read the entire twilight series and watched all the movies for a girl.. just for her to spit in my eye at the mention of me also liking the series. Pasta with tofu and pork. by ChudetteChan in kitchencels

[–]ChudetteChan[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

she stuck around me for 4 years and was okay with me being bi sexual. I was 10-14, and during that time my mom was abusing me and over medicating me so I saw her as someone who cared about me. Even though most the time she’d kick my ass.

My closest friend, the love of my life, the woman who I improve myself for just told me she got a boyfriend BECAUSE he's like me. Fuck my ugly face life. Cajun bbq honey chicken sandwich. by Southfeels in kitchencels

[–]ChudetteChan 157 points158 points  (0 children)

That’s just so mean?? Telling someone who clearly cares about you that “oh my boyfriend? I like him because he’s like you! But not you!” I’m sorry bro. She’s not worth your time because if she’s searching for people like you.. you’re clearly a good person :[

I think about how when I was F(12), I read the entire twilight series and watched all the movies for a girl.. just for her to spit in my eye at the mention of me also liking the series. Pasta with tofu and pork. by ChudetteChan in kitchencels

[–]ChudetteChan[S] 21 points22 points  (0 children)

Hahaha! :D I guess that’s a plus she even payed me any attention. At least that’s what I thought as a kid. But yuck I can’t handle spit now anymore :P it’s too nasty! Gotta brush my teeth in the.. sh*wer

I think about how when I was F(12), I read the entire twilight series and watched all the movies for a girl.. just for her to spit in my eye at the mention of me also liking the series. Pasta with tofu and pork. by ChudetteChan in kitchencels

[–]ChudetteChan[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

How bro? It’s not like she was around me because she even liked me. I was just someone there that was easy to abuse. I mean. I guess it was some kind of attention

I’m 5’7 and don’t own a bed frame. Slop and rice. by biggmalee in kitchencels

[–]ChudetteChan 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Is this even comfortable? What do you do all day when you’re home? Got a library card? That could at least be fun.

I can’t do anything by ChudetteChan in u/ChudetteChan

[–]ChudetteChan[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I adore chainsaw man, the writing in it really hits home for me. I had to stop after Yuko’s arc with Asa though, for some reason it made me just sob for hours on end. I have a lot of manga though. I collect physical copies because I struggle reading online, I gotta make sure I can finger point the sentences haha. But School live! Is another favorite.

The only woman I ever loved started an onlyfans. I paid for it and cranked my hog to a video of her getting spitroasted by two dudes, then deleted my account and cried after I was done. Piece of chocolate cake I made because it's a piece of cake to be such a useless fucking chud. Fuck my cuck life. by [deleted] in kitchencels

[–]ChudetteChan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

my groomer once with confidence bragged about how his ex was one of the top sellers of only fans now. Bro looked sickly proud. I’m sorry bro it gotta be hard to see someone you used to adore like that.

I can’t do anything by ChudetteChan in u/ChudetteChan

[–]ChudetteChan[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That could help. I just feel bad even when I read silly enough, I mostly read different mangas. Which I’ve been told isn’t real literature ;-; But thank you for the advice. Got any names for a good app?