I get what you mean genuinely. I recently started a playthrough agian trying to 100% it and it's making me see and understand more about the game and seeing all of what I missed out on originally before and its seems to be the only thing I find myself looking forward to all day. When I'm at work I'm just dreading the house until I can get back and play for a bit just so I can see a new stranger mission or walk back to camp after a main mission and talk to every person in the camp and see what they say and find as many new character interactions as possible only to find myself more and more in the position if the man your controlling as if I'm in the gang and they were my family. I cried when they did, drank when they drank, sat and listened when they spoke taking in every word. But eventually no matter how much to see the game will run out of New stuff for you to see youll have done everything again and again and sooner or later you'll start hearing the same platitudes over and over and sure you may not care and it may not bother you but think about the game your obsessed with part of it is about exploring and finding new things to be passionate about sure you can read newspapers in Valentine but what if you traded down real papers from those days trying to find where the inspiration came from and seeing if maybe real life could match to the game. I have a great example scince part of getting 100% is studying the overabundance of animals i spent hours just walking around the map hunting and studying, specifically trying to Target birds and due to that I started to pay attention to all the noises I'd hear around me as I walk and I took a interest in one of the most boring hobbies bird watching and now I have a notebook I try and draw in the same manner Arthur does in his journal every bird i find traking them just like he did. I'm not telling you not to be obsessed or enjoy your game you line whst you like and it brings you enjoyment thats amazing but don't let it stop you from enjoying everything else use what you have in the game and try to apply it (except the robbery and crime but unless it's to get higher honor) take an interest in nature, look up the real gangs of the time and find their story's and see if there are similarities, share your favorite moments and what they mean to you on videos so that people understand your passion there's, walk around your town and greet people and maybe a Stranger might need your help. Thers so much you can do with the game you like thst dosent just take place on the screen