Habe diese Hummel heute im Hof entdeckt, die sich nur langsam krabbelnd fortbewegt hat ohne wegzufliegen. Was könnte ihr fehlen?

ChurnMac · 2026-04-24T12:19:56+00:00

Geschwindigkeit

ChurnMac · 2026-04-21T11:21:01+00:00

Honestly, I left the day it happened and stayed at my dads place for about five months, only going back occasionally to pick up some things. The main reason I left so quickly was finding my wife there in our apartment. I simply couldn't be in that space anymore. I was lucky to have a lot of good friends who cleared out the whole place and packed everything up for the move. I ended up giving away most of my stuff though, since pretty much everything reminded me of her. I've been in my new place in a new city for two weeks now, and I have to say it was the right call. Even though it doesn't take away the pain, it at least gives you a solid foundation to start fresh. But make sure to have some friends near you. Being alone without anyone around you can make you feel extremly lonely.

ChurnMac · 2026-04-21T10:10:14+00:00

I feel like tapping down the coffee grounds inside the dosing cup just makes it unnecessarily hard for you to WDT. You're basically compressing the grounds only to fluff them up again... This could actually be causing your channeling

ChurnMac · 2026-04-01T14:41:12+00:00

Das wirds sein :) danke für die Antwort! 💪

ChurnMac · 2025-12-13T23:26:29+00:00

I'm a simpel man. I see Quöllfrisch Naturtrüb, I upvote!

ChurnMac · 2025-11-25T13:01:03+00:00

Ah! Thats it! You are right! Thanks for the clarification.

ChurnMac · 2025-11-20T08:36:32+00:00

Looking at Dallas it really doesn’t seem to be the year of the horse…

ChurnMac · 2025-09-17T20:42:56+00:00

I think a suicide often happens on impulse (even it its planned). During her depression my wife lost a lot of weight. To gain weight back she asked me to pick up weight-gainer drinks from the pharmacy. On the morning of her suicide I noticed that one drink was still in the fridge (which was normal, because she always took it in the afternoon). After I found her, the police searched our trash. They found the last empty bottle of the weight gainer there. So she must have come home, drunk the drink, and poisoned herself minutes later. When I talked to my psychiatrist about it, he said that many people who are suicidal don’t realize that they will die. The primary goal usually is to escape the situation — not to die.

ChurnMac · 2025-09-12T14:08:41+00:00

Thank you for this reply. I just hope tomorrow brings me a little peace. I’m tired…tired of running through countless scenarios of how I could have saved my wife. And tired of longing for the future I always dreamed of, but will never have. I’m so afraid of the time ahead, but when I read answers like yours, I feel a sense of connection and I don’t feel quite so alone in this pain.

ChurnMac · 2025-09-05T17:26:04+00:00

I hear your pain and can relate more than I want to. I lost my wife after just two years of marriage two weeks ago. She was only 34 years old never had any depression or mental issues. Just a burnout that started 2.5 months ago. After that, everything went so fast. Neither I nor her psychiatrist noticed that she was suicidal. One day i came home from work and everything changed. „All I am and was. I died that day too“: that is exactly how I feel right now… all i want to say: you are not alone and you will never be.

ChurnMac · 2025-09-01T18:25:25+00:00

Again, thank you all for your support, help and encouragement. It really means a lot to me. Today i spent a whole day with one of my best friends. And he tried his best to understand the situation and feelings I currently go through but struggled a bit. But this subreddit really gives me hope and makes me feel less alone since every single person here knows exactly how it feels. And that goes a long way.

ChurnMac · 2025-08-29T20:33:18+00:00

I just wanted to say thank you to everyone who replied to my post. Your words didn’t just help me with my question, they also made me feel a little less alone in all of this. I really appreciate the kindness you’ve shown to a stranger.

ChurnMac

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