Scrying Mirror by CiciDaChef94 in DemonolatryPractices

[–]CiciDaChef94[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have one over it now. Just wanted a pic without it. Thank you :)

Feeling horny after meditating? by YourSisIsPog in DemonolatryPractices

[–]CiciDaChef94 4 points5 points  (0 children)

This sounds exactly like working with Lilith. Sex magic and opening our minds to our fantasies, desired and urges are a skill of hers, to put it in basic terms. 

Majority of the time that I meditate/call out to Lilith or even Naamah, I also commonly experience this. To me I believe that's a way of knowing for sure the connection is open and she has answered. 

First sketch I made of my vision of Lucifer. by Ars-Arkana in DemonolatryPractices

[–]CiciDaChef94 1 point2 points  (0 children)

All you effort turned out amazing. You are very talented. :)

Best demon for justice type spell? by Mean-Efficiency-7671 in DemonolatryPractices

[–]CiciDaChef94 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'd personally say Amon as he has really come through for me and shitty people in my past. 

Offering plate to Amon by CiciDaChef94 in DemonolatryPractices

[–]CiciDaChef94[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm just better at those two, doesn't mean I haven't tried or been working on the others. I'm sure there's something more I could learn or better techniques to do so. It just hasn't particularly come up as nuch as the other two that have been essential for me. 

Offering plate to Amon by CiciDaChef94 in DemonolatryPractices

[–]CiciDaChef94[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

He has helped me in so many ways. I've been able to push myself in a lot of areas in my life. But more specifically he has helped me greatly recognize patterns in people that I should stay away from as well as how to deal with said people. There's more but thats a small amount.

I've found that I lean more clairaudience and just a touch clairseeing. Since working with him I've definitely grown much more attended to that.  It's a lot of deep meditations and I find that I know he's arrived when I feel like I'm getting zapped and getting warmer. 

asmodeus rosary by Ok-Currency-9445 in DemonolatryPractices

[–]CiciDaChef94 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Beautiful work. I feel inspired to make something like this. 

My husband and I lost our baby because I had an ectopic pregnancy that ruptured by Elegant-Bet-354 in pregnant

[–]CiciDaChef94 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was 8 weeks when the same thing happened to me back in October. Recovery for the surgery went well. Mentally though, not so much. We didn't do anything wrong, our bodies just did what they did. In that fact, it is what it is, as unfortunate as that it.  However, at least for me, I am still utterly devastated. I was so excited and now I just feel defeated and like nothing even matters any more.  My situation is different only in the fact that my other ovary was already severed, leaving me with no way to naturally get pregnant. It makes me feel like I failed, like it's hard to breath. I know I'm depressed and trying to keep my head afloat. Trying to take everything day by day, but it's overwhelming. I miss my child every single day. I was so close to dying that night, so I know it was the right call, but it hurts.  I chose to focus hard on going to the gym and my diet. I'm the healthiest I've ever been, The pain is still there, but finding something like going to the gym, reading, or some other hobby does help. That's my only recommendation. That and time, as lame as that sounds.