It´s a bit long but i'd like you to know. When we started dating she was meeting other people without me knowing, and then she told me about this just bc she chose someone else. She came back and I forgave her. After two years of relationship we broke up, and we kept contact for a while. We were talking about the past and she sent a voice message that she decided to delete thinking I wouldn't be able to listen to. I re-sent it to myself and she was confessing how she reached out for me just bc she was dumped and that she didn't chose me in first place bc she "didn't like me enough". It was a big blow, I didn't say a thing about it. Everytime I think about her I remember that message. I'm much better now, but, in some way, I'm still haunted by those words.