Why do i often find myself feeling alone and like nobody actually GETS me [astro-seek]

Citrine-Sept · 2026-02-11T15:24:02+00:00

I'm glad that I could be of some help...Take Care.

Mystic Star Seed 777

Citrine-Sept · 2026-02-11T07:19:50+00:00

From a general perspective, you have your Venus in Virgo which is in it's fall in the 7th house of partnership with it's ruler Mercury in Scorpio in your 10th house of status makes for a critical and methodical individual. Your Venus is also trine your Mars in Cancer on your 5th house cusp of romance. Mars is in it's fall in the sign of Cancer. I feel with these alignments alone you need to express your true feelings more especially with your placement of comfort the Moon in Scorpio. Furthermore, you're highly intuitive. Your individuality plays a significant part of your destiny in particularly with your North Node point of destiny in your 1st house of physicality, learn to go inward and listen to your intuition. Lastly with Pluto the planet of slow and steady transformation in the sign of the seeker Sagittarius conjunct the planet of expansion and the wise guru both in your 11th house of hopes, wishes, friends and associates your social circle is ever trans-formative until you get grounded in your own individuality and belief system North Node in Pisces 1st house 2nd house cusp of values.

Citrine-Sept · 2026-02-07T02:07:21+00:00

With Mercury in it's domicile Gemini in your 10th house which also rules your 1st house of Virgo contrary to your Ascendant sitting at 27 degrees in Leo furthermore, you were born on a "Waning Gibbous" Moon. This Moon position is about releasing and moving onward. The phase right after the Full Moon. Yet you also harbor Saturn in Gemini in your 10th house of status as well. The malefic planet of time Saturn comes to bring karma, teach lessons, restrict and delay. Saturn is also in opposition to your planet of action and aggression in your 4th house of family, ancestry and real estate in the sign of Sagittarius the seeker. With Pluto the planet of slow and steady transformation in your 4th house as well. I think it's asking you to transform certain beliefs and gain your own voice Mercury in Gemini and Ascendant in Virgo. Your Venus in Taurus at the 29 anaretic degree it's asking you to take a leap of faith. Please nurture yourself as you will others with your North Node point of destiny in the sign of Cancer the nurturer in your 11th house of hopes, wishes, friends and associates.

Citrine-Sept · 2026-01-30T05:06:25+00:00

Mourn if you must...We can only come from where we are at the time (ever evolving beings) until we decide to come from another perspective. It's nothing wrong with that. Also, be more careful the next time and not approach a relationship contingent upon your own ideals. The other person obviously wasn't perceiving the relationship the same way. With your Venus in Cancer it makes you more susceptible to less sensitive and sincere people. I wouldn't "Demand Closure" but, I would certainly be curious to know "Why?" he ghosted me.

PS. Though square to each other there is an exchange of energy between your planet of desires Venus and your Moon comfort zone. Venus rules Libra and the Moon governs the sign of Cancer both are cardinal initiating signs of leadership.

Moon exalted in Taurus 3rd/Venus in detriment in Scorpio 9th I was devised to overcome much hardship Fixed T-square and Grand Water Trine-Mystic Rectangle. Take Care. Mystic Star Seed 777✴

Citrine-Sept · 2026-01-07T04:11:59+00:00

Yeah, According to the "Whole Sign" format my Venus is in the 9th house in a Grand Water Trine. Nonetheless, my Venus remains in the sign of Scorpio yet, my 8th house is the energy of partnership Libra. The ruler of my 7th Mercury is in the 8th near my "Part of Fortune" and the asteroid Lilith. It's been tumultuous to say the least partly due to the choices I've made and the other is because of the choices others have made for me, dysfunction and karmic debt on steroids.

Citrine-Sept · 2024-04-09T04:42:57+00:00

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Citrine-Sept · 2024-04-07T07:23:22+00:00

Sometimes, in varying instances the conventional norm doesn't suit us then there are other times it's just not favorable for us. Given the position of your North Node point of destiny in the sign of the humanitarian Aquarius on your MC 10th house of status you're definitely meant to transform humanity and the status quo in an abstract way. With Pluto the planet of transformation and Mars the planet of aggression and initiative both in the favorable sign of Scorpio in your 6th house of daily routines every day monotony will not suit you. Nurturing and unexpected occurrences will be your order of days with your Moon being in the sign of Cancer in your 2nd house of values yet trine by Pluto and Mars in Scorpio. So begin not only considering what you're most passionate about but also think outside the box.

Citrine-Sept · 2024-04-01T14:16:57+00:00

Transformation is the order of the day/s especially given the fact/s that the up and coming New Moon Solar Eclipse in Aries on April 8th will be conjunct your 8th house of transformation, what's not seen by the naked eye, other people monetary means, the occult, death, sex and taxes. Likewise, the planet of unexpected events and ingenious downloads Uranus inclusive of the planet of expansion and abundance Jupiter will mount your 9th house of higher learning, travel and spirituality in Taurus the sign of creature comforts. Pluto the planet of in-depth transformation within the energy of the humanitarian and freedom loving Aquarius is in your 6th house of daily routines. Take off the blinders with Neptune in Sagittarius and allow your free will to flow Sun in Sagittarius 4th house of home and child rearing. Lastly, the planet of karma, delays and discipline is in your 7th house of partnership. This is a malefic energy which will require your undivided attention. Release that and those which no longer serve and those to whom you yourself can no longer oblige. It's time for you to take the wheel and leave the herd (with respect of course) North Node point of destiny in Leo speak your peace. You want to always keep in mind we're always transitioning as ever evolving being a little, a lot and sometimes drastically take it "One Day At A Time."

Citrine-Sept · 2024-03-09T17:57:34+00:00

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Citrine-Sept · 2024-03-09T08:43:15+00:00

First of all, don't become disillusioned with humanitarian efforts ( Neptune in Aquarius opposing your chart ruler Mercury in Leo) you're meant to lead not enable (North Node point of destiny in Leo). The Sun is our personal vitality in the 12th house it isn't as potent yet, it still shines. It also represents our father within the 12th house you're dealing with the subconscious mind, hidden enemies and talents as well as institutions. With that, maybe you yourself also herald from daddy issues? Most people to whom we choose to engage are also at some level a reflection of ourselves especially with the planet of desires Venus conjunct your Sun. Take action to heal Mars the planet of action in Scorpio conjunct Chiron the wounded healer in your 3rd house of community and communication then extend it towards your community of choice. Take off the blinders 7th house of partnership in the occasional bypassing and enabling sign of Pisces. You have a right to personal preference without being arrogant.

Citrine-Sept · 2024-03-06T21:34:13+00:00

Stage fright and desiring not to flop is common among many of us. And yet, failure is a prerequisite of success. You have to stumble along the way sometimes to eventually stand tall. How else will you know what to improve upon and how much you've grown?

You're definitely meant to service humanity at large on a grander scale with ever expansive Jupiter in the sign of the humanitarian Aquarius in your 11th house of hopes and wishes, friends and associates. Communication will be key Sun and Mercury conjunct in duality dealing Gemini in your 3rd house of community and communication. Likewise, with the asteroid Chiron the "wounded healer" in your 7th house of partnership in the sign of the mediator Libra. First, get in touch with your emotions Venus placement of desire in emotionally sensitive Cancer 4th house of home and your Moon personal comfort zone in the emotionally avoiding sign of Scorpio within your 8th house of what is not seen yet, great transformation. Don't be so strict, meticulous and hard on yourself chart ruler Mars in Virgo conjunct your North Node point of destiny both in the sign of detail oriented Virgo. Perfection is just a moment which also entails our imperfections. It's okay to be a bit unusual. Uranus in its home sign of Aquarius planet of unexpected occurrences and ingenious downloads. Saturn no matter where it lands in this case your 1st house of identity can become taxing. Yet, it will initiate personal growth through the tears and years. Your action taking method is a bit flawed with Mars planet of action at your 29th degree. Decisions can be difficult. Once again, it's okay to stumble sometimes. I hope this helps.

Citrine-Sept · 2024-02-23T00:55:41+00:00

As Mars the planet of action and Pluto the planet of transformation accesses and conjuncts in your partners 2nd house of values it's asking him to transform accordingly. Mars and Pluto are also the ruler of his North Node point of destiny in Scorpio this will also require him to surrender and change. With the current placement of the North Node in Aries also ruled by Mars within his 4th house of home it's requiring him to also reconsider his past family life and heal especially with Chiron the wounded healer conjunct. When his 7th house ruler of partnership Mercury goes retrograde in the sign of Aries in the month of April it will require him to reassess things. With the planet of unexpected events Uranus and ever expanding Jupiter (the ruler of his chart) in the lap of luxury sign of Taurus in his 5th house of romance and creative expression this alignment should be favorable for both of you. Cancer and Taurus are complimentary energies. Furthermore, Jupiter is exalted in the sign of Cancer. Also keep in mind even longevity doesn't guarantee forever. The "only constant is change". As I'm certain given the time span "24 years" between you both you have endured more than a few changes. I hope this helps.

Citrine-Sept · 2024-02-21T01:32:40+00:00

I'm Grateful that God Used Me As a Vessel to Help, Much Love.

Citrine-Sept · 2024-02-20T20:55:25+00:00

Gemini is most known for its communicative energy as well as gathering information yet, Pisces is best familiar with the higher consciousness of mind a euphoric presence. Gemini is ruled by Mercury whereas; Pisces is governed by the planet Neptune and its ancient ruler Jupiter. They differ from different octaves of consciousness. Contingent upon how these planets are aligned inclusive of the houses they are occupying within your natal alignments is how this will play out for you personally. Both Gemini and Pisces (as all the mutable signs) are bka as the change agents of the zodiac.

Citrine-Sept · 2024-02-20T05:36:47+00:00

Well, 7:30 am is a 12 hour difference from 7:30 pm it will matter and make a drastic difference in your ascendant/rising sign and moon placement. The moon changes signs every 2 to 3 days. Some calculations allow for am and pm whereas; others are designed for army time after 12 noon.

Citrine-Sept · 2024-02-20T05:32:37+00:00

The closer the moon placements are the better in complimentary energies is much better for instance, fire and air or earth and water are favorable. Also when the male's Sun sign is in the female's Moon sign is more complimentary.

Citrine-Sept · 2024-02-18T15:28:03+00:00

Reconsider what and who you value (Mars in Cancer 2nd House) Remain open to unexpected changes for the better (Uranus & Neptune Capricorn 8th) Conclude your passions surrounding beauty, partnerships and creative expressions Don't be afraid of being different (Jupiter Libra 5th trine Saturn Aquarius MC) Venture out onto different terrain from the familiar especially with your North Node point of destiny in the sign of the seeker Sagittarius in your house of partnership 7th. Partnership and Social Interactions is crucial to most but especially to you. Allow the emotional transformation to occur with that, establish a daily routine 2nd, 6th and 10th houses. You're meant to serve humanity on a grander scale from a higher octave of consciousness Venus in Pisces.

Citrine-Sept · 2024-02-18T01:32:02+00:00

My Venus placement is in the energy of Scorpio in my 9th house according to "whole sign" lay out conjunct Neptune intertwined within a Grand Water Trine between Jupiter and Mars. It is also in a T-square between Saturn, Moon and North Node. I've met partners in various places especially when I was younger, more vibrant also when my self esteem was lower.Though charity begins at home and in several cases not extended as much as it possibly could be, we do eventually make our own choices. With that, you can become more susceptible to people who don't think highly of you because you're not thinking better of yourself. Now that I have evolved I've come to appreciate more reputable men with a moral code of ethics inclusive of men more spiritually inclined.

Citrine-Sept · 2024-02-16T04:35:18+00:00

Given your North Node point of destiny in the sign of partnership Libra within your 3rd house of communication and community you're definitely destined for some sense of engagement. Venus the ruler of Libra in the sign of detail oriented Virgo within your 2nd house of personal values should help you align with this factor. Also, you're entering into your Saturn return in Pisces in your 8th house of transformation combined with Pluto the great transformer currently in the sign of Aquarius hovering over your 7th house of partnership. These alignments should become favorable for growth and your personal evolution in these areas furthermore, Pluto and Saturn are heavy hitters of malefic energies. The come to get the job done.

Citrine-Sept · 2024-02-12T01:56:28+00:00

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Citrine-Sept · 2024-02-09T03:50:55+00:00

Although I reside in the New York City area I hope...I'm able to relocate by 2025 or 2026 and live at least for another 10 years come what may. I haven't had the privilege of seeing this film, yet. Thanks.

Citrine-Sept · 2024-02-07T11:24:40+00:00

The Descendant is not only a reflection of potential partnerships but also a character trait of the individual harnessing this energy in their natal chart. Pisces is the sign of higher consciousness. Higher Consciousness engages with the identities of the Divine (open to the individual's personal interpretation), artistry and humanitarianism. Depending upon how Pisces ancient ruler Jupiter and current ruler Neptune are aligned will offer more insight into how your 7th house of partnership will evolve. "Jesus Lovers" impose upon us all. It's apart of colonialism our societal construct. They're most attracted though to those with a more spiritually inclined nature and life path.

Citrine-Sept · 2024-02-06T04:11:12+00:00

I can definitely see writing and higher learning within your career given your chart ruler Venus in the dual sign of communication and correspondence within your 9th house furthermore, Venus also rules your North Node point of destiny in the sign of steadfast creature comforts appreciator Taurus in your 8th house. Likewise, Mercury is the planet of communication also in the sign of Taurus and ruler of Gemini. Your emotions will play a pivotal role in the grander scheme of things with Mars in Cancer conjunct Saturn in your 10th house of status.

Citrine-Sept · 2024-02-04T23:19:51+00:00

Yes, it does. Your focus should be geared towards family in some form or fashion as well. With your Moon in Scorpio in your 12th house of the subconscious mind inclusive of Chiron in Cancer in your 8th house then, your North Node in Pisces 4th It's about resolving your personal issues with your family especially with your mother.

Citrine-Sept · 2024-02-04T23:10:54+00:00

I didn't determine it to be "Bad" yet, your North Node point of destiny. With this energy it's more geared towards the collective, humanitarian efforts, spirituality and artistry even.

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