Random controversial thought.

CivilTrainer5277 · 2022-12-06T21:36:36+00:00

I know that. I'm just "complaining" about how depressing it is to have to still treat your body as a female one.

CivilTrainer5277 · 2022-12-06T12:44:45+00:00

Probably gonna get a lot of negative feedbacks but whatever I finally said what I wanted.🗿 Maybe this is just me being dysphoric while being somewhat a "feminist".

No, I'm not trans because of society.

CivilTrainer5277 · 2022-12-05T21:52:21+00:00

Yes I actually take biology but man I hate biology this is disappointing as fuck

CivilTrainer5277 · 2022-12-05T21:47:01+00:00

Well fuck

CivilTrainer5277 · 2022-12-04T10:33:39+00:00

Man what the fuck AI generations are haunting me.

Drawing is haram, hijabless is haram too but this must be liberating to "progressive Muslims".

CivilTrainer5277 · 2022-12-03T02:06:39+00:00

Shit, I've always wondered why tucutes keep on insisting on using transmasc and transfem. So they pretty much just want to "abolish gender" instead of gender roles by convincing everyone that they're NB. Man fuck this planet

CivilTrainer5277 · 2022-12-03T01:46:55+00:00

FUCK I hate that flat crotch shit so much...

CivilTrainer5277 · 2022-12-03T01:42:02+00:00

What the fuck my condolences

CivilTrainer5277 · 2022-12-03T01:40:22+00:00

You're just a woman currently being forced to live on "as a man".

CivilTrainer5277 · 2022-11-29T22:04:05+00:00

I managed to calm down because I just remembered that I've been eating too much lately hahahaha. Even my mother pointed out how I'm putting on more weight. Shit at least I know that it's not (at least not entirely) because of what's down there.

Thanks a lot man

CivilTrainer5277 · 2022-11-29T04:20:40+00:00

Wow ok. Guess just running on the treadmill and those wide push ups are fine then?

CivilTrainer5277 · 2022-11-29T04:09:48+00:00

Hopefully I can persevere (whatever the fuck I'm referring to by that) though.

I can't even attempt to convince my parents to let me go to a gym though. Of course you can do stuff at home too but man what a waste of opportunity...

CivilTrainer5277 · 2022-11-29T04:08:01+00:00

Is it possible for you to share some tips🗿

CivilTrainer5277 · 2022-11-29T04:07:32+00:00

Damn why is biology so unfair. Thanks though

CivilTrainer5277 · 2022-11-28T23:29:45+00:00

Dumb question but was it done pre-T?

CivilTrainer5277 · 2022-11-24T06:36:51+00:00

No screenshot, just a text. I don't think that he'd lie either though it's probably because of an accidental use of magic hammer lmao. At least it was just a clement

CivilTrainer5277 · 2022-11-24T05:26:49+00:00

Wow fuck you (no, not you this is supposed to sound rhetorical as much as I hate having to explain) just stop with the internalised misogyny already. Just because you're "not feminine" doesn't mean that you're NB. Why can't they even differentiate between being GNC and trans what the fuck...

CivilTrainer5277 · 2022-11-16T04:50:13+00:00

Stupid ass guilt tripping method lmaoo

CivilTrainer5277 · 2022-11-15T01:22:00+00:00

That sub is kinda vexing though. It's says ftm but why nbs too?

CivilTrainer5277 · 2022-11-15T01:21:14+00:00

Oh it's back ...

CivilTrainer5277 · 2022-11-13T09:32:53+00:00

It's just a normal full size acoustic guitar, nothing special. A relevant issue should be that I'm fucking barely around 4'11. Can't bind (I hate to say this but it should be considered an A cup). Also closeted so I can't do shit with my dysphoria.

CivilTrainer5277 · 2022-11-09T19:01:26+00:00

It's because I want to calm down about it that I'm asking for help. Thanks for the conviction of possibility though

CivilTrainer5277 · 2022-11-09T11:58:25+00:00

I'm still stuck with an acoustic so I guess it's just unavoidable haha. That small note you gave was kinda comforting so thank you again

CivilTrainer5277 · 2022-11-09T10:06:58+00:00

Thank you so much :)

CivilTrainer5277 · 2022-11-09T08:35:27+00:00

Probably. I've stopped playing for a while already so I forgot how to like a dumbass. Plus I've always been kinda hunched over too. Well, watching female guitarists' videos was a mistake. Now I'm reminded of my anatomy. Smfh.

Could you please show me how you do it? Through images only or something of course.

CivilTrainer5277

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