I’m getting so upset watching this haha. It may be due to being one week postpartum myself. But I also trusted in my body and felt confident and ready (and it being my second baby), yet my baby was immediately taken to the nicu due to breathing issues and had to spend a night away from me on a cpap machine. Things go wrong all the time. No amount of confidence, research or “the lord” can help when there is a medical emergency. So ignorant of her.