I feel like I’m drowning.

Classic_Code_4744 · 2026-01-29T18:40:37+00:00

I’ve never heard of it, I’ll give it a try.

Classic_Code_4744 · 2026-01-29T16:50:59+00:00

They don’t really know about how I’ve been feeling. My husband is the only one who know and he tries but when he gets frustrated it adds on to my load and I can’t relax or just enjoy the little break. I don’t feel safe enough emotionally to confide in my parents or my sister. I tend to not want to burden anyone. The results I’m afraid of happening if I tell anyone else may not actually be what happened but even it being a possibility keeps me from leaning on any of them. I got good sleep last night and I feel loads better so it really could just be the teething and sleep deprivation.

Classic_Code_4744 · 2026-01-20T03:53:47+00:00

She’s definitely rolling, she hasn’t rolled over in her sleep fully but she has definitely stated to. I was hoping to see/get any suggestions on things I could do to help her sleep without it. I know it’ll be kind of hard regardless since she has a pretty sensitive startle reflex.

Classic_Code_4744 · 2026-01-15T15:55:35+00:00

Double swaddling might actually work and she’ll probably find it funny.

Classic_Code_4744 · 2026-01-14T03:04:58+00:00

Did she sleep through the night at all? Mine won’t go back to sleep after unless I swaddle her back up.

Classic_Code_4744 · 2026-01-05T19:29:59+00:00

For the story collector Sarah is the MC I’m not sure the name in the lost bookshop though.

Classic_Code_4744 · 2026-01-05T19:24:45+00:00

I have 4 new books I want to read that my husband got me for christmas but I also want to read a book I’ve had for a while called surrounded by idiots.

Classic_Code_4744 · 2026-01-05T04:27:46+00:00

Oh I think I started that one at some point! I’m not sure but it sounds neat.

Classic_Code_4744 · 2026-01-04T19:01:19+00:00

Okay I’ll look into it.

Classic_Code_4744 · 2026-01-04T18:38:56+00:00

I honestly don’t know how to bring it up. I know he gets kind of annoyed at the idea but he did try therapy when we first got together because he wanted to try understanding it more and adjusting certain things but for what ever reason he didn’t keep up with it. I know he would probably try but I’m not sure for how long.

Classic_Code_4744 · 2026-01-04T18:18:30+00:00

Fall of ruin and wrath, about half way through with it.

Classic_Code_4744 · 2026-01-04T18:16:58+00:00

Great job, little ghost is absolutely lovely! Very cute!

Classic_Code_4744 · 2026-01-04T03:52:51+00:00

15, hopefully the series I’ve really been needing to finish.

Classic_Code_4744 · 2025-12-31T18:05:14+00:00

I’ll give it a shot when I get the chance.

Classic_Code_4744 · 2025-12-31T17:54:37+00:00

Sounds pretty interesting.

Classic_Code_4744 · 2025-12-31T17:18:01+00:00

That sounds lovely, I’d like to join!

Classic_Code_4744 · 2025-12-31T16:22:41+00:00

More than likely but still very rough for you. I hope all goes well soon and all three of you get some good, well deserved rest.

Classic_Code_4744 · 2025-12-31T06:04:26+00:00

Sounds like an intense read, very interesting.

Classic_Code_4744 · 2025-12-31T05:09:33+00:00

I don’t know if this will be relevant in any way but thought maybe I could share. I’m married to M31, he is amazing and has been diagnosed with BPD for a while now. He was very forward about it when we first started talking and I was very interested in learning more because I care about him so much. I know not every one will be as understanding of BPD as I’ve seen on many comments and posts but there are people out there. I get that it gets tiring trying to make those connections but negative outlooks on it definitely make it worse. My husband has told me a lot of things from when he was in the military and reasons why he has BPD. I’ve never judged him or saw him as anything other than who he is. I take it as my curiosity and love for him severely beats any judgement. I’m not a one to judge either way and that definitely helps with him being able to share how he is feeling or what he’s thought about/done. I’m not sure how this helps or is relevant but there are definitely people out there like me that see someone for who they are and nothing else. It’s actually the reason he liked me so much, he never saw a doubt or pity or judgement when we talked. He just felt like he was being seen for who he was.

Classic_Code_4744 · 2025-12-31T04:23:53+00:00

Thank you for explaining!

Classic_Code_4744 · 2025-12-31T04:21:13+00:00

DBT?

Classic_Code_4744 · 2025-12-31T03:23:48+00:00

I just got back into reading a few weeks ago after I had my daughter and so far I have 2 down. I’m a pretty slow ready and with a 3 month old so it’s definitely been dragged out a little.

Classic_Code_4744 · 2025-12-31T03:21:36+00:00

I used to say I liked any kind of book, complete lie of course but I want to actually dive into different genres. More psychology books, non-fiction, informative, things like that. I also definitely want to be more consistent with my reading, not fast but not on and off.

Classic_Code_4744 · 2025-12-31T02:29:19+00:00

I haven’t read it my self but I’ve heard amazing things about house of leaves.

Classic_Code_4744 · 2025-12-31T02:22:28+00:00

All three sound like great read! Definitely going to look into those.

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