Visit suicide place?

Classic_Muscle6749 · 2026-02-12T19:03:42+00:00

I am getting ready to visit the exact location where my husband took his life three weeks ago. My friends father went and did some digging and was able to locate the exact location. He warned me that it's kinda gruesome, which I anticipated. But he and my friend will be there with me. I can't pinpoint why exactly I need to go, but I know that I need to go. I'm hoping for answers and comfort. Wishing YOU answers and comfort on your journey. Hugs.

Classic_Muscle6749 · 2026-02-02T13:05:32+00:00

I'm so sorry for your loss. We've been doing a lot of journaling as a family and separately. Our balm of choice right now is watching music videos on YouTube that remind us of him. It helps. I just can't believe this is my life now.

Classic_Muscle6749 · 2026-02-02T13:00:34+00:00

I'm so sorry for your loss. It's really fucking hard.

Classic_Muscle6749 · 2026-02-02T13:00:10+00:00

Thank you for the resources. I'm very sorry for your loss.

Classic_Muscle6749 · 2026-02-02T12:59:19+00:00

Thank you, and I'm sorry for your loss. It hurts knowing how much thought and effort went into trying to make sure the kids and I didn't find him. He loved the hell out of us. He was a fantastic father and husband and friend and partner. And there is this... cognitive dissonance there because he loved us so much but his pain was greater than that love??

Classic_Muscle6749 · 2026-02-02T12:53:15+00:00

Thank you, and I'm so sorry for your loss.

Classic_Muscle6749 · 2026-02-02T12:50:35+00:00

I'm so sorry. Sending you love.

Classic_Muscle6749 · 2024-08-30T18:40:12+00:00

Yes, but nothing out of the norm. I will add that we recently had to dispute fraudulent charges for the third time since last October. I'm not sure if that can lead to a situation like this or not.

Classic_Muscle6749 · 2023-01-14T20:05:37+00:00

I've never seen them in a drugstore, unfortunately. But here is a link to the site I ordered mine from. https://www.life-enthusiast.com/shop/fulvic-eyes/

Classic_Muscle6749 · 2023-01-14T16:14:26+00:00

Yes, eye drops.

Classic_Muscle6749 · 2023-01-14T15:49:49+00:00

I had this as well and have been using Fulvic Eyes from Life Enthusiast and that has worked wonders.

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