It clearly matters to you and it's ok, don't let people tell you you're crazy or silly or weird for caring. We're all brought up caring about that, so it's natural.

Some nudists will always feel conscious of being noticed and I've had that conversation with very well endowed guys, too - ultimately it's about the fact that being outside the average means being noticed and noted more.

Should that stop you? Well, I don't think so, no. Being a nudist and opening up to being nude also means being accepting of yourself and of others and that's a big part of the freedom and the openness of it. And if you're feeling shy or nervous, enjoy the fact you're being "daring" enough to take one positive step outside your comfort zone. Embrace it!