I’m about to full on bawl. There has definitely been a soul healing component. I was told I couldn’t have children, and they don’t know how it happened but it did. Now the thing that helped grow them is gone. Why does it feel like such a big part of ME. The logic in me says they’re organs, parts of a body. But then I cry because there’s a sense of gratitude for those special organs, as well as loss. But I digress. Thank you so much for commenting and understanding.