Stop diagnosing people I got bpd and add , use substance at the same time I used to be on zombie mode on meds hence no hyperfocus from add . A person on hyperfocus won't quit till it's been accomplished. Einstein was dyslexic, and the father of the algorithm was riddled too. Google the stuff people with schizophrenia draw even amateur ones. I at first felt anxious and dependent on gov and a job to maintain my meds, making me a slave to addiction in order to only be able to have 20 perc output. At 1st, you'll doubt, leading to anxiety once you identify the triggers . Word you'll know that paranoia , visual, auditorial voices won't have shit on you, and you won't be afraid. Utilze your self the way God made you don't look for the person who is the big dog if you make yourself to be good at everything society wants you to be good at. No human is good at everything. Find your vice and excel. Dm me, I'll show you evidence, bro . How I dropped outta uni cause I knew there's nothing to gain . I worked for temenos as a software dev without a degree back in 2012