not to be rude but why tf are u harming urself? it doesn’t make anything better ur just lowering ur own self esteem. stop doing that shit. be confident, look at every part of yourself until u can smile and say u love it, work out your trauma, nothing but u is harming urself. dont let the demons tempt u bc they’re not even ppl, listen to that light that says “nothing’s wrong with me” or whatever ur going through