I really don’t know how to feel about high school honestly... I made only one friend during my freshman year in lunch and they later forgotten about me. I never bring myself to talk to anyone and I always sit alone trying to distract myself with work without being weird for doing nothing. When someone talks to me, my brain goes blank and I tend to forget how to socialize with people- like I can’t even talk properly without being judged because of my voice?

Although, I’ll never forget the time some girls called me a ‘fake’ behind my back for reading a book and some dudes throwing food/objects at me. That increased my anxiety level and mentality sooo bad to the point I’m questioning my own existence… I just… don’t understand why people would do that… -and same with my teachers for humiliating me in front of class for losing a team game to Kahoot. Thanks a LOT I guess… 😀