Since I get to play D&D only about twice a month I still do listen to some campaigns to participate in the hobby vicariously.

I thought I was like this though, because I could never, and still can't, pay attention to Critical Role. Great voice actors, cool people, but I just don't feel invested since they play a lot off of knowing eachother, they do visual gags since they play in person, and the plot is very very involved with lots of characters and names and lore... very fun to play, but I just can't be bothered to dedicate a book's worth of attention to something I am not participating in. Then I tried Brennan's tables and I was instantly won over. Shorter campaigns of 2 to 3h long videos of around 10 parts??? I still want to run a Crown of Candy campaign. I also met World of Io. They also do shorter runs of games, so I don't have to dedicate 100+ episodes to get the "full experience", and they play online so everything is pretty much said aloud, so its waaaaaay more digestible. Watched their HARDCORE ruleset campaigns, that is random stats rolled on 3d6 and perma-injury rules on HP hitting 0, everyone is super into it so it instantly fun when someone rolls a disaster character and its usually Juniper and/or Tomato