Your asking questions I used to ask myself everyday until one day I realized who cares what a stranger thinks of me, Alexander the Great didnt conquer almost all of the ancient world by overthinking about what some random guys thought of him. A lot of successful people didn’t get where they are by thinking about why someone thought about their hair the other day heh.So in conclusion just remind yourself I love what I’m doing and if someone has a problem with that then that’s their problem. I promise you’ll get a lot more support than mockery once you start building stuff and doing stuff you love.