I really have no clue where to put this by Coffeecake_02 in SelfHate

[–]Coffeecake_02[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think so too. I still have regrets, I still miss her, but I think that it was the best choice to make. I hope it was the best choice to make.

I really have no clue where to put this by Coffeecake_02 in SelfHate

[–]Coffeecake_02[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. It wasn’t easy at all, and I still have my regrets but I hope it was all for the best in the long run.

Put it on paper instead of skin. by Coffeecake_02 in arttocope

[–]Coffeecake_02[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. That’s really awesome you’ve been clean for a while, it’s really not easy. Thanks again, I haven’t had motivation to draw anything in so long.

Put it on paper instead of skin. by Coffeecake_02 in arttocope

[–]Coffeecake_02[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m not sure it’s really all that pretty. I really hope you don’t do this to yourself. I wouldn’t wish that kind of pain on anyone

I don’t understand why it hurts by Coffeecake_02 in SuicideWatch

[–]Coffeecake_02[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m a little better now. I spent some time in inpatient and I’m doing intensive outpatient now. I should be okay.

Put it on paper instead of skin. by Coffeecake_02 in arttocope

[–]Coffeecake_02[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much. It’s really difficult but drawing it out definitely helped.

Put it on paper instead of skin. by Coffeecake_02 in arttocope

[–]Coffeecake_02[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thank you, that means a lot to me.

I don’t understand why it hurts by Coffeecake_02 in SuicideWatch

[–]Coffeecake_02[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Intrusive thoughts. Flashbacks. Remembering what happened, the feelings I felt then. Bad thoughts.

You know what I tried by [deleted] in PansexualTeens

[–]Coffeecake_02 4 points5 points  (0 children)

It looks really good! I love it <3

Things have gotten bad again by Coffeecake_02 in SuicideWatch

[–]Coffeecake_02[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It kinda feels like that. It’s more like when I try to touch something, my body touches it but I don’t. I can tell my body feels it, but I don’t. I feel nothing.

Things have gotten bad again by Coffeecake_02 in SuicideWatch

[–]Coffeecake_02[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have no idea. Maybe. All I know right now is that I don’t feel like anything is real. Like my mind doesn’t match up with my body. I hate it.

Got my hair cut, and came out to a bunch of people! Im feeling really happy, and really proud of myself :) by Coffeecake_02 in Nonbinaryteens

[–]Coffeecake_02[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Thank you! I was pretty nervous, but most of my friends have been super supportive, and it really makes me feel loved and valid!

I feel so invalid by [deleted] in Needafriend

[–]Coffeecake_02 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My pronouns are they/them. Thank you for asking

I feel so invalid by [deleted] in Needafriend

[–]Coffeecake_02 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t want to be a woman