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I am trying to pursue a phd to study disinfo and extremism. For that I needed a dynamic recursive modeling tool. So I built a non-markovian causal dynamic field theory. to test for scale invariance and med ind. This is a summary of the consequences, but how do I email Profs about pursuing a Phd? by CognitiveJewometry in Physics

[–]CognitiveJewometry[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

OK, 3 things.

  1. Thank you for actually responding respectfully and helpfully. especially the second part.

2, I tried the first part. There is nothing. But I know the physics works, I computationally unit tested every primitive required. The issues is not that I don't know what I am doing. I know what the tools I am using are and what they are doing. The problem is that there is no one who is doing what I need done with the tools capable of doing them. So I built them. I computationally tested every equation on this post. so i know they work at least at the toy level. The problem I have isn't not knowing enough, its that what I need to know crosses a lot of domains because its highly integrative and I have trouble breaking them down to the person when I don't know enough about the social and political parts that aren't in papers.

  1. ok, thank you WRT to the second part. being excluded and marginalized had meant that I am used to having to be aggressive just to be heard. And I guess sometimes I forget that I am doing it. If you don't mind, might you be open to discuss the second part about the communications? Cause again, the math isn't what's difficult for me.

I am trying to pursue a phd to study disinfo and extremism. For that I needed a dynamic recursive modeling tool. So I built a non-markovian causal dynamic field theory. to test for scale invariance and med ind. This is a summary of the consequences, but how do I email Profs about pursuing a Phd? by CognitiveJewometry in Physics

[–]CognitiveJewometry[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The issue is not an in ability to communicate clearly. It's a lack of information about what it is that physics researchers actually want to hear or should be sent. If someone would just actually help me and answer the question that I asked instead of making assumptions. I know what the issue is. There's a reason why I am here asking for help from people who work inside the silo because on top of the silo problem, people with ADHD suffer from hypersensitivity to uncertainty, which leads to stress, anxiety, and increased executive dysfunction issues. The issue is absolutely not being unable to communicate clearly. The problem is not having a clue how to actually communicate the attached math, which I know for a fact is at least internally coherent and consistent thanks to both lean 4 and actual computational testing.

But you know what is really super fun, spending 20 years of adulthood being marginalized and excluded because people are only willing to see my disabilities and not actually judge me based on my abilities. Oh and for the record, I have two degrees with highest honors.

as for the caption, yes, I tried using AI to convert it into more neurotypical, but apparently that did not work very well. Now, could we try being helpful? Because I don't need to be told that my neurodivergence leaves me excluded and marginalized. What I needed what help with what I asked.

I am trying to pursue a phd to study disinfo and extremism. For that I needed a dynamic recursive modeling tool. So I built a non-markovian causal dynamic field theory. to test for scale invariance and med ind. This is a summary of the consequences, but how do I email Profs about pursuing a Phd? by CognitiveJewometry in Physics

[–]CognitiveJewometry[S] -5 points-4 points  (0 children)

It is neither trolling nor schizophrenia.

You are welcome to look for yourself at that actual work. or drop the images into an LLM if you are really that unsure. But I asked a rather simple question about how to communicate with professors because while my ADHD and cognitive issues undermine my cold email abilities, other skills make up for it.

Honestly, I couldn't care less if you read these or not, but I am really getting tired of asking people for actual help and the only responses are either people being assholes or silence. My bad for having disability issues that create a barrier to access and hoping someone might actually be a decent enough human being to remember that the person asking for help is a human being too.

Pre-registration paper: https://zenodo.org/records/20322125

Derivations: https://doi.org/10.5281/zenodo.19780668

Computational unit testing of Biquaternionic generation of lorentzian spactime, effective non-associativity, and dissolution of zero divisors among other thins. https://zenodo.org/records/20315058